My problems with #ExecutiveDysfunction have been really dogging me for the last however many weeks. And for once, I can't really tell if it's #MECFS or #MoodDisorder stuff.

But it's as though everything on the to-do list is in the subsection known as miscellaneous. And I can neither shift things into proper categories to get them sorted, nor just start at the top of the list and work down.

And I'm bothered by how much I'm not bothered. I have a bunch of stuff I really ought to do, what with being a grown-up and all. Do I care? Not much, really.

I care, in theory. But IRL? Not so much.

I know people who get Seasonal Affective Disorder, but if that's what I've got it's a first. It's the relentless light of summer that breaks me.

So yeah, here I am. Slouched in a pile of stuff called Miscellaneous.

#MoodDisorder, #AutoimmuneNeurologicalCondition, #TraumaDisorder. Each has a serious impact on my life & it’s all chronic and all of it shows up as physiological differences between my brain and the brain of someone who does not have any of these diagnoses. 3/?

@chadloder
In all seriousness (or as much as one can muster under the circumstances)...

This reads an awful lot like the bad end of a manic phase.
As someone who deals with #MoodDisorder & mood cycling, a paranoid stage was not an uncommon cycle phase for me when I found myself in high-stress / low-agency settings. Which seems on point here.

How one can manage to spend $44B and *not* buy agency is left as an exercise for the reader.

My partner and I recently had Covid. We also both have Bipolar 1 disorder. We have noticed a relapse of symptoms, me mixed episode, him depression after having Covid. I’m curious if anyone else has experienced this, and how it affected you?
#Bipolar #Covid #Covid19 #MentalHealth #Depression #Mania #MoodDisorder #Schitzoaffective