Might be revising my intro post a bit, soon.

I read https://genderdysphoria.fyi/ and while I might be legitimately more dudely than some transfems, I'm now pretty sure I'm not actually #BiGender, but a mostly-binary #transfem who's been holding on to excuses not to transition.

Therapy appointment Thursday, this could get interesting >.<

For whatever reason, I'm fine with my RL acquaintances knowing I'm Kali Ranya, but I've taken some pains to avoid leaking the RL identity to people who know me first as Kali.

Somehow the concept of "immersion" with a #vtuber identity is good for my gender euphoria..? #BiGender

Just realized I don't really have a social media presence under my non-vtubing identity, anymore. #Twitter used to be my main haunt, but when I closed those accounts down I only replaced the Kali Ranya one here.

I still interact as *mumblemumble* in work, family, and in-person contexts, but "online social" I'm much more at home in this persona. #BiGender

#introduction
Hello, I'm Jamie! I'm 23 years old and I'm a demi-bi/omniromantic asexual bigender boygirl! My pronouns are they/it/yeen and I like video editing, stuffed animals, vulture culture, anime, cartoons, and furbys. I'm autistic, adhd, mentally ill, and physically disabled. To find out more about, check out my carrd, it's sicksick.carrd.co

#actuallyautistic #nonbinary #cripplepunk #asexual #furby #videoeditor #alterhuman #therian #otherkin #bigender

@AliceStar One of the most disorienting experiences I've had as a #BiGender person was when I was in girlmode--pitching my voice up and all, lol--and answered a phone call from someone expecting me to be masc... it was like stumbling into a logical paradox, I got all tongue-tied XD

My #BiGender experience and my #ambivert experience have a certain overlap...

#gender, being masculine is... fine? it's an easy default? it doesn't bother me? but the real fun happens in girlmode. That's what we call gender euphoria!

social preference, being alone is... fine? it's where I'm at most of the time, WFH and all? I don't mind it? But my heart really soars when I get to do something exciting with people!

#queer journey:
I'm a boy. What other option is there?
I'm a boy, but not like *those* boys. ...not like most boys, even.
I'm a boy who enjoys *pretending* to be a girl.
I'm... a demiboy? demigirl? something?
I'm an enby? genderfluid? hrm
Okok, I'm not dysphoric as a dude but I'm definitely euphoric as a lady, that is a thing. #BiGender! mode switch!
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At this rate I'll have rejected masculinity entirely in a couple years. But we're headed toward that being illegal, around here, so 🤷🏼‍♀️

#introduction time!

I'm Kali Ranya, #admin of vtuber.house.

I'm a web dev by trade but I have serious impostor syndrome!

I'm a hobbyist #vtuber on Twitch, https://twitch.tv/kaliranya, in it for self-expression and community rather than fame and money. I do cozy #SFW chillstreams including narrative games, fiction reading, and collabs!

It's taken me a while to find my #queer identity but I now consider myself #BiGender, under the broader #transgender label. As Kali I'm in she/her mode!