I'm not sure what it says about my brain that, upon seeing #ATEEZ Yunho's look for today's Idol Radio, my brain went "I want to be his boyfriend so I can steal that cardigan."

Like yes, I'm #genderfluid but being seen as masc gives me hella dysphoria, so, uh that's a hard pass on being called boyfriend/he/him, thanks. AND YET. #BrainsAreWeird

Brains are so interesting. Had a dream last night where a [non-French-speaking] friend had an entire conversation with me in French, about the delicious food we were having. [I'm assuming we were in Paris?]
I haven't practiced speaking French since high school. I can understand it pretty well still but don't have any confidence speaking it. Yet my brain insists that I still have that skill, and once I woke up in a cold-med fueled state screaming in French.
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#BrainsAreWeird #Multilingualism

Having a weird night😬 slept well for like 5 hours, had to pee, went to bed again, came to think of therapy & my session later today & wondering how it works for diffuse memories/lack of memories. so obviously my brain starts bombarding me with memories from the most recent traumatic event from 1-2 years ago + gaslighting/invalidating session from Mom&dad afterwards... 🫠#insomnia #childhoodTrauma #BrainsAreWeird #GenerationalTrauma

Going in to work for a few hours tomorrow to do some sorting and organising. Apparently my subconscious felt bad about going in on my day off for such an activity since there's lots needed at home. So spent the afternoon moving furniture about. This is a weird variation of "bringing your work home" I guess. #BrainsAreWeird

today's "my brain is odd": I'm deciding on the list style type for nesting unordered lists.

The outer one has the filled square, and then the inner one needs something.

And the inner one cannot have the circle or disc, because those shapes don't go with the square. No, I don't know why, they just don't.

Decided on ◆ since that seemed to fit with the square. #MelindreaMakes #BrainsAreWeird