being sad is not the same thing as having a

being alone is not the same thing as being lonely

being shy is not the same thing as having a

being clingy is not the same thing as having a

not wanting to live is not the same thing as being suicidal

weather is not the same thing as the

#depression #SocialPhobia #DependentPersonalityDisorder #ClimateCrisis

Last updated 3 years ago

It would really be so cool if we could stay friends and I believe it could happen. We would "only" be penpals anyway, since she is from Graz and I am from Vienna. So it would be harder to fuck this up for me again.
I believe I really deserve this.

While writing this I'm once again crying about all the friends I've lost in the past. Currently I basically have one fedi-/penpal and that's it.
I'd really really like to have a great IRL friendship once again, which is for sure one of the reasons why I cling so hard to every person I like.

#friendship #hope #depression #notjustsad #DependentPersonalityDisorder

Last updated 3 years ago

Its the first time I'm Corona positive and I'm in quarantine with someone I like. 😃
I met her on Saturday here in , Italy. We're both attending the conference week here. Well we were, now we won't be able to attend any workshops and discussions.
Anyway I really like her and now I hope this won't be another friendship that will end soon and in tears.
Something good should finally happen to me!

I don't have feelings for her - at least not yet - but I notice that I'm already dependent on her like I always am with people I like. If I could I would spend all day with her. Well now I probably can do so for a few days actually. 😃

#torino #FridaysForFuture #corona #DependentPersonalityDisorder #friendship #hope

Last updated 3 years ago