For some reason this one didn't want to automatically to my tl here... So sharing it by hand again 😉
My latest #Blog post is live.
It's about dealing with my eating disorder.

Confronting...
https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2023/08/28/confronting/

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Today's #blogpost about "just one more...".

Just one more...
https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2023/08/26/just-one-more/

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In 5 days I have my first intake at the mental health care institution for my eating disorder.
It's a new place. New town. New people.
It's five days away and I'm already having anxiety issues!
It's fot the best, it could help me, but I'm so dreading it at the same time...

#MentalHealthMatters #EatingDisorder #MyLife

So, what to do when you ate over 1000 calories too much?!
You try to squeeze in one more hour on the hometrainer while it's 30°C outside and hope you can at least burn 3/400 of those damned calories.
I hate feeling so hungry all the time! 😭
Have my first intake on June 20th, so hopefully that will lead to something good...

#EatingDisorder

I've been struggling with my weight for years now... I found out I have an eating disorder, but that took time and effort... And honesty...

Weight and dishonesty

https://wp.me/pbx9Bc-1FF

>Many people have felt some shame about their weight, I recon. At least, most people I talk with mention they have lied about their weight at times, or they have felt ashamed to admit they were …

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Just send an email to an organization that may be able to help me with my eating issues...
I need to know if they're covered by my insurance first...
But I'd love some help getting my eating under control.
Gaining 18 kilo's in 15 months is quite a bit 😔 especially since I worked hard to lose 34 kilo's before that.
Fingers crossed that they are covered and able to help me.

#MentalHealthMatters #EatingDisorder

Its, to me, very fucking funny to be an adult with Pica. I nervously consume the pillows on my couch 😂 obviously it is something i work on and am trying to stop, but I make myself some wild memes

It’s embarrassing sure, but its also just kind of ridiculous 😭😂

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Hello, from my little corner. Currently a #BookPublishing researcher from the #Philippines. Government worker by day, researcher writing and studying #EatingDisorder and #EDrecovery. Also studying points of access and book distribution, and decolonial praxis. Mostly, loves pug and my own #PugLoaf ❤️

Very disappointed and sad tonight. My mum, who is a petite woman, chose her diet over coming and joining us for dinner. She is a lifelong dieter, and I got off the dieting wagon five years ago and I'm just so sad whenever she makes decisions like this.

My kids would have loved to have their Gramma come eat dinner with us. But because it was pasta bolognese (made from scratch because I love delicious food) she declined.

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