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Amelia Baeddelia · @autogynamelia
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One of the most underrated aspects of Frank Miller's 1986 "Batman: The Dark Knight Returns" is how the first issue is one of the best depictions of and I've ever seen in popular culture. I know exactly how Two-Face feels in this story. 1/21

#dysphoria #dysmorphia #genderdysphoria #bodydysmorphia #internalizedbigotry #InternalizedFatphobia #internalizedtransmisogyny #batman #twoface #HarveyDent #superheroes #comics #comicbooks #comicbooksuperheroes #superherocomicbooks #superherocomics

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Kit Muse · @KitMuse
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What unconscious messages are hiding in your mind?

One of the most important things you can do for your overall wellness is to think about your internalized messages. There are several components to the messages about ourselves that we take to our subconscious, and all of them deserve examining. Doi

chickenyogi.com/2023/02/05/wha

#hiddenbias #internalizedableism #InternalizedFatphobia #internalizedmisogyny #subconsciousmessages

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Rat (she/her) · @TheRatCantRead
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I spent all day writing and now I'm extremely tired and hungry, and I have to remind myself that even though I was sitting all day, yes, what I was doing was work, and yes, my body needs and deserves food.

#writing #InternalizedFatphobia #dietculture #unlearningdietculture

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Amelia 🏳️‍⚧️ Bæddelia · @autogynamelia
1208 followers · 354 posts · Server mastodon.lol

#sadposting #genderdysphoria #dysphoria #InternalizedFatphobia #mentalillness #selfhate #SelfHatred #SelfLoathing

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Amelia 🏳️‍⚧️ Bæddelia · @autogynamelia
1208 followers · 354 posts · Server mastodon.lol

I feel like an ogre a troll a creature who belongs under a bridge in a cave in a swamp in the dark a big lumbering THING with a giant gut dragging its hairy knuckles across the ground that shakes with every step.

#sadposting #genderdysphoria #dysphoria #InternalizedFatphobia #mentalillness #selfhate #SelfHatred #SelfLoathing

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Amelia 🏳️‍⚧️ Bæddelia · @autogynamelia
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I've never been small and I never will be small and I hate it I hate it so much I never wanted this I never wanted to be this I'll never have a body I don't hate even if I ever look feminine in other ways it'll always be undermined and overshadowed by how fucking huge I am.

#sadposting #genderdysphoria #dysphoria #InternalizedFatphobia #mentalillness #selfhate #SelfHatred #SelfLoathing

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Amelia 🏳️‍⚧️ Bæddelia · @autogynamelia
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I'm seriously like if two Tolkien elves gave birth to a Tolkien dwarf and it's worse than it sounds because I'd much rather be an elf! Being so stocky and big and broad and thick and hairy all over makes me feel so overwhelmingly dysphoric.

#sadposting #genderdysphoria #dysphoria #InternalizedFatphobia #mentalillness #selfhate #SelfHatred #SelfLoathing

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Amelia 🏳️‍⚧️ Bæddelia · @autogynamelia
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Apparently my father once went to a Halloween party in drag and thanks in part to his slender build and long legs he passed and even got hit on but no of course he didn't give me any of those traits just his bad eyesight yayyy. 😑

#sadposting #genderdysphoria #dysphoria #InternalizedFatphobia #mentalillness #selfhate #SelfHatred #SelfLoathing

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Amelia 🏳️‍⚧️ Bæddelia · @autogynamelia
1207 followers · 343 posts · Server mastodon.lol

Mom was a leggy blonde with big tits who looked like Meryl Streep but did she give me any of those genes? Nope! Just the ADHD and BPD. 😒 Instead I inherited her dad's Mr. Potatohead body and Charlie Brown head. My father's contribution was equally worthless.

#sadposting #genderdysphoria #dysphoria #InternalizedFatphobia #mentalillness #selfhate #SelfHatred #SelfLoathing

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Mme Zabet · @mmezabet
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part 2

Also, I am , specifically a , and has colored my entire life. I have a congenital heart birth defect and asthma. I have spent a lot of time unlearning (and am still unlearning) and , and am pretty fkn unapologetic about my body at this point.

#indroduction #fat #superfat #fatphobia #InternalizedFatphobia #internalizedableism

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