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I am absolutely filled to the brim with constant overflowing negative energies of intense and raging towards other people and the rest of the world, and it's something I've felt most of my life, and something I've heavily been working on.. When it comes to other people's talents, when someone announces a pregnancy, when a family member graduates college like when my baby cousin got into art school, when someone finds their dream job, if someone has a better aesthetic than me it's honestly insane that I have this overwhelming feeling of.. almost.. failure, in a way? Like an inability to catch up or even be on par with anyone else.

I know I know I KNOW that it really is something I need to focus on, it's definitely my greatest enemy, my worst trait, and has kept me from a lot in life but.. I just have no idea, after 30 years, of how to make this feeling fuck off..

#Jealousy #envy

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wayne · @wayne
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Today's prompt:

Think about responded to with both and

How can this be understood through the death of Jesus Christ?

#christian #meditation #Jealousy #love #Humilty

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wayne · @wayne
209 followers · 2094 posts · Server mastodon.nz

Today's prompt:

Think about responded to with both and

How might I celebrate a positive response?

#christian #meditation #Jealousy #kindness #Faithfulness

Last updated 2 years ago

wayne · @wayne
209 followers · 2095 posts · Server mastodon.nz

Today's prompt:

Think about combined with responded to with

How can this be understood through the death of Jesus Christ?

#christian #meditation #Jealousy #Avarice #patience

Last updated 2 years ago

- The quality of being jealous; earnest concern or solicitude; painful apprehension of rivalship in cases nearly affecting one's happiness; painful suspicion of the faithfulness of husband, wife, or lover.

#Jealousy

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