OcreJulia · @OcreJulia
299 followers · 1999 posts · Server spoonie.community

I’m in for my 9th Ocrevus infusion and struggling for an original photo.

#MSChat #multiplesclerosis #Ocrevus #Ocreluzimab

Last updated 1 year ago

OcreJulia · @OcreJulia
294 followers · 1918 posts · Server spoonie.community

Every time we come to Woolacombe I attempt to walk the length of the beach to Putsborough (2 miles). Sometimes I make it, sometimes I have to turn back because of nerve pain. Today I made it.

#MSChat

Last updated 1 year ago

Admin at Spoonie · @admin
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OcreJulia · @OcreJulia
294 followers · 1892 posts · Server spoonie.community

Hi @Samantha72 That doesn’t sound good. Hope someone can help you.

#Lupus #MSChat #multiplesclerosis #autoimmune

Last updated 1 year ago

OcreJulia · @OcreJulia
283 followers · 1829 posts · Server spoonie.community

open.substack.com/pub/gavingio For those in England and Wales the process for accessing covid-19 antivirals is changing.

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Last updated 2 years ago

OcreJulia · @OcreJulia
284 followers · 1826 posts · Server spoonie.community

Has anyone got any experience of MS effecting their sight?

#MSChat #multiplesclerosis

Last updated 2 years ago

OcreJulia · @OcreJulia
263 followers · 1716 posts · Server spoonie.community
OcreJulia · @OcreJulia
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Gerhana · @Gerhana
18 followers · 144 posts · Server kolektiva.social

Very exhausted & can't manage standing up to cook from scratch. Sticking to microwaved oats & bananas. Had to cancel a sleepover because I don't have the battery juice for it. So heartbreaking to miss out on time with dear friend & her daughter 💔

I'm sad that means cancelling plans with friends.

Iam truly exhausted. It's so not fun.

#ms #MSChat #multiplesclerosis

Last updated 2 years ago

Gerhana · @Gerhana
17 followers · 111 posts · Server kolektiva.social
Man Of Rust · @ManOfRust
73 followers · 355 posts · Server spoonie.community

Trying to get on an approved treatment 4 MS has been a thoroughly dispiriting affair. Every stage has required chasing the NHS by written letter. Every part of the prep as per the NICE guidelines has had to be suggested by me. Every best practice, from me including pointing out issues surrounding my age ("gosh yes that's a good point, we should do that test).

The fact that everyone I've met employed by the NHS have been lovely does not mitigate the shit show that is our health system

#MSChat

Last updated 2 years ago

Gerhana · @Gerhana
15 followers · 85 posts · Server kolektiva.social

Earnest post, asking if/how mastodon peeps have noticed meditational practices helping ? Anyone here spiritually practicing Buddhism or any other tradition? Or building their own spiritually unique practice & mythologies?

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Background:
I'm new here & with MS. Several years of mysterious symptoms that escalated just 4 months ago. Rn only have GP support/access & on a long wait list for Neuro appt for diagnosis process. It's a mind-blowing soul-crushing state of limbo as a lone migrant w no family support.

I first noticed that I would lose balance during Tai chi, veer sideways when taking nature walks in 2019. Now I've stopped doing Tai Chi at the parks & only do restorative yoga in my room. I used to join Sufi chanting/head-banging & whirling but I'm home bound & get dizzy when I try it at home lols

Breathing is my only doorway atm. I'm doing Prayanam & incorporating spiritual elements from my heritage, chanting & having a dialogue w all the elements in me.

Awareness, being Just-Is, having unobstructed flow have helped me to stay sane.. I'm noticing the traffic inside the circuitry and I observe tightness, freezing, woodening, firing & much more.

Being Neurodivergent, I grew up absorbing so much for example a quiet room in a library is noisy to me. I hear & feel a lot. It was the 80s, growing up in the global south, i had no choice but to cultivate some peace in a noisy world. I went within.

Not having medical support, the same practice that helped me cope w cPTSD & Autism is also helping me with MS.

The hardest struggle for me is balancing the philosophical/spiritual aspect that I am not my body when my body really demands my advocacy..

Being mindful & meditative is effortless but the traffic/flow that rushes through my system is heavy & I'm exhausted.

I turn to poetry, philosophy, a confluence of science and Non-Dual spirituality from various traditions in my heritage. Adrienne Maree Brown & the Emergent Strategy movement have fueled me too. Recently found Sophie Strand's work bridging self constructed mythology, philosophy and disability.

I'd love to hear how others are finding practices that helps them face the abyss ✨🕳️




#ms #livingwithms #multiplesclerosis #MSChat #spoonies #buddhism #esoteric #mysticism #sufism #spirituality #philosophy #sophiestrand #adriennemareebrown

Last updated 2 years ago

OcreJulia · @OcreJulia
262 followers · 1653 posts · Server spoonie.community

Look what my children have given me @janestegerlewis

#MSChat

Last updated 2 years ago

Gerhana · @Gerhana
13 followers · 52 posts · Server kolektiva.social

@magdelenehall "A life in pieces: I felt like Alice tumbles down the rabbit hole into a strange world where even her body keeps pulling surprises on her. That became a model for me. The question that the caterpillar asked Alice: Who are you? Is also the question I had to repeatedly asked myself..""It isn't a metaphor as my legs refuse to respond to the signals my brain was sending..." "I fell onto the curb, my arms and legs up in the air like Kafka's beetle."

#multiplesclerosis #ms #MSChat

Last updated 2 years ago

Gerhana · @Gerhana
13 followers · 44 posts · Server kolektiva.social

Delivery person had to withhold my med order because the system doesn't recognize my foreign photo ID. Luckily, they're a fan of my home country & a sister :solidarity:, said they'll come back around after finishing other orders 🙏🏽

Really hope so, bcos I can't travel to the chemist in this condition.



#bordersarenotreal #multiplesclerosis #MSChat

Last updated 2 years ago

Gerhana · @Gerhana
8 followers · 35 posts · Server kolektiva.social

@sburall @tal 🙏🏽 Thanks! I just joined Mastodon. Following helps build comfort and lessen the grief & fear. Good to know there are great resources in the UK. I'm from Australia & will check out MSAus website & local support group too.

#MSChat #multiplesclerosis

Last updated 2 years ago

OcreJulia · @OcreJulia
261 followers · 1633 posts · Server spoonie.community

It’s Ocrevus day. I’m snuggled up waiting for my pre meds. There’s a chatty crowd in the infusion centre today, so the time should go quickly.

#MSChat #multiplesclerosis

Last updated 2 years ago

· @janestegerlewis
263 followers · 864 posts · Server mastodon.world

@OcreJulia great! Nice to have it done. X

#MSChat

Last updated 2 years ago

OcreJulia · @OcreJulia
254 followers · 1563 posts · Server spoonie.community

Home from MRI. Quite like having them really early. Found it much easier to dose.

#MSChat

Last updated 2 years ago

OcreJulia · @OcreJulia
255 followers · 1547 posts · Server spoonie.community

...and I have my driving licence renewed; 3 years this time. 🚗

#MSChat #multiplesclerosis

Last updated 2 years ago