This is going to be some old man shaking his fist at clouds shit but I figure I can throw it out there just for my own sake.

This year has been an absolute shitshow and just gone from one crisis to another. I had a nasty breakup with my ex-gf, which led to me having to take my kid and crashing at my ex-wife's place because it reached such absurd abuse levels. Then that breakup got stretched to just recently when they finally got the last of their stuff I held on to, even though I should have chucked it.

Then a new relationship that absolutely blew up in my face as the person decided remaining in an abusive relationship with someone else was the right call which is heart wrenching to watch them suffer but they are dead set they can change that person.

Then, just recently, my ex-wife had a complete mental breakdown and ran off with our kid. Police and mental health services couldn't give a flying fuck. So I had to try and track her down even though she had tossed all of her electronics and was hiding. Thankfully, it resolved with everyone safe and sound and her getting the help she needs. I'm glad I was able to find them before any harm happened, but the powerlessness and the lack of caring by anyone was disheartening.

So is this year could kindly fuck off and lay off me that would be great. I don't think my mental health can keep taking one goddamn crisis after another. I am spent. Sorry if this is rambling I just wanted to rant.

#MentalHealth #ACAB #1312always #PNWLife #Tired #Goldbricking

Sunset birding at Fernhill wetlands was excellent. These are just a few of my favorites! I wasn't expecting much since it used to be a sewage treatment center, but I'll definitely be back for more.
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#oregonwild
#wildlifepic
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@alex salmon is happening for us this year. #PNWlife