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Amelia 🏳️‍⚧️ Bæddelia · @autogynamelia
1208 followers · 354 posts · Server mastodon.lol

#sadposting #genderdysphoria #dysphoria #InternalizedFatphobia #mentalillness #selfhate #SelfHatred #SelfLoathing

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Amelia 🏳️‍⚧️ Bæddelia · @autogynamelia
1208 followers · 354 posts · Server mastodon.lol

I feel like an ogre a troll a creature who belongs under a bridge in a cave in a swamp in the dark a big lumbering THING with a giant gut dragging its hairy knuckles across the ground that shakes with every step.

#sadposting #genderdysphoria #dysphoria #InternalizedFatphobia #mentalillness #selfhate #SelfHatred #SelfLoathing

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Amelia 🏳️‍⚧️ Bæddelia · @autogynamelia
1208 followers · 354 posts · Server mastodon.lol

I've never been small and I never will be small and I hate it I hate it so much I never wanted this I never wanted to be this I'll never have a body I don't hate even if I ever look feminine in other ways it'll always be undermined and overshadowed by how fucking huge I am.

#sadposting #genderdysphoria #dysphoria #InternalizedFatphobia #mentalillness #selfhate #SelfHatred #SelfLoathing

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Amelia 🏳️‍⚧️ Bæddelia · @autogynamelia
1208 followers · 354 posts · Server mastodon.lol

I'm seriously like if two Tolkien elves gave birth to a Tolkien dwarf and it's worse than it sounds because I'd much rather be an elf! Being so stocky and big and broad and thick and hairy all over makes me feel so overwhelmingly dysphoric.

#sadposting #genderdysphoria #dysphoria #InternalizedFatphobia #mentalillness #selfhate #SelfHatred #SelfLoathing

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Amelia 🏳️‍⚧️ Bæddelia · @autogynamelia
1208 followers · 354 posts · Server mastodon.lol

Apparently my father once went to a Halloween party in drag and thanks in part to his slender build and long legs he passed and even got hit on but no of course he didn't give me any of those traits just his bad eyesight yayyy. 😑

#sadposting #genderdysphoria #dysphoria #InternalizedFatphobia #mentalillness #selfhate #SelfHatred #SelfLoathing

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Amelia 🏳️‍⚧️ Bæddelia · @autogynamelia
1207 followers · 343 posts · Server mastodon.lol

Mom was a leggy blonde with big tits who looked like Meryl Streep but did she give me any of those genes? Nope! Just the ADHD and BPD. 😒 Instead I inherited her dad's Mr. Potatohead body and Charlie Brown head. My father's contribution was equally worthless.

#sadposting #genderdysphoria #dysphoria #InternalizedFatphobia #mentalillness #selfhate #SelfHatred #SelfLoathing

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Amelia 🏳️‍⚧️ Bæddelia · @autogynamelia
1161 followers · 271 posts · Server mastodon.lol
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Harley Quinn, Season 3, Episode 8, "Batman Begins Forever".

🤦‍♀️ 😅 🎯 No moment in fiction has ever so forcefully held a mirror up to my face.

I guess there are reasons why this character has resonated with me so hard since I was a small child...

#harleyquinn #batman #brucewayne #animatedseries #animation #cartoon #cartoons #superhero #superheroes #trauma #Guilt #shame #selfhate #SelfHatred #SelfLoathing

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𝕭𝖚𝖗𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝕮𝖎𝖙𝖆𝖉𝖊𝖑 · @kayrah87
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Happy boxing day people.
Woke up extremely today. Almost ready to go starve myself to drop weight.

But I bought so much "stuff" to eat over I can't not eat it.

Starvation isn't the answer anyway. Smaller portions of better things, and 1/3 vegetables on every plate is the answer, along with a walk every day. But I'll be buggered if my mental health will let me start doing that.

Aaaaaaaand... Here comes the

#dysphoric #christmas #depression #trans #mentalhealth #dysphoriablows #SelfHatred

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