Saturday night without Binx. Are there Rubrics for the right way to do this?

#StillGrieving #BookOfCommonPrayer #bcp

JFC, so depressed lately... 13 yrs ago TODAY, Pop (my FiL) died from a botched surgery. Our lives changed forever. Ma, lost without him, died 3 years later. We "celebrated" our 31st Anniversary on the 16th. Birthdays, anniversaries & holidays now suck. #StillGrieving #FML #RIP 😭