Being long term stuck as #adhd, a thing?

Been feeling pretty meh, unable to focus myself properly and sort of just stuck.

I have in-person work rehearsal of my studies starting in March. I am realizing I am in some sort of lenghtened #WaitingMode because of this. I wish it would just start already.

I seem to really struggle to do much in the now. I am here, but at same time sort of spaced out/between time.

Anyone else? I am not enjoying this part of the #NeuroDifferent experience at all.

I've been up since 7 AM. I go to work today at 1 PM. I've been playing Skyrim. I'm trying to combat waiting mode with the video game. Then I feel guilty for playing a video game all day. #waitingmode

I've got an hour and a half and I could do laundry, nap, play Skyrim, but nope, just sitting on the couch.
#waitingmode

I have work at 1 PM. I need to leave by 12:30 PM to get there on time. It's 10:54 AM right now. I'm literally sitting on the couch in "waiting mode."
#waitingmode

Nog zo'n leuk #adhd ding: de #WaitingMode

Ik heb om 15:00 een afspraak bij de fysio. Dit betekent dat ik om 14.35 weg ga, want het is ongeveer 20 minuten lopen.

Kun je prima nog uren werken toch? Nee dus.