Sometimes, that first moment under the weighted blanket feels like my soul is being crushed back into my body. The sensation floods my nerves and I just think, "that certainly is a sensory."

#ActuallyAustitic #anxiety #stim

J'ai accepté, sous la menace, l'arrêt de travail prescrit par ma toubib.
J'étais tellement épuisé il y a 10 jours que j'ai commencé à préparer un sac, en disant devant ma femme et mes beaux parents que j'allais à l'hosto car j'avais peur de me foutre en l'air.
Notre fille est déscolarisée et en phobie scolaire depuis mars 2022...
En 15 jours d'arrêt, j'ai eu UNE APM sans aucun enfant pour me reposer et grâce à ma femme qui bosse déjà 50h par semaine.
#gloireaelle #actuallyaustitic #meltdown

Yesterday my wife wanted to visit RHS Wisley for some autumnal colour and to see the annual craft fair. When we got there the main car park was full, the overflow car park was overflowing and we ended up in a field full of cars.

My #ActuallyAustitic side was screaming at me. I don't do crowds well at all.

Outdoors I was fine, Wisley is a large space and I wasn't crowded too much. Indoors however was nightmare fuel.

Crammed, narrow and noisy. Narrowly averted a full meltdown. (1/n)

@roamnallova @theautisticcoach I feel like I am perfectly normal. Just not like normal people. #actuallyaustitic

Hello I have a question for neurodivergent folk. I have sensitivity to touching things and it stops me from cooking. I tried using gloves but it made me feel bad because of single use plastics. Are there some recommendations for gloves that can be used for cooking that are reusable? #actuallyaustitic #neurodivergence #cooking #enviromentalism

This is my technical profile in English.

I will discuss my open source-projects and ponder about strange ways to scratch my itch.

I have a Danish profile at @pmakholm@norrebro.space, where I will share my more social stuff in Danish.

Ohhh, and I am #ActuallyAustitic

I wonder if my mom is also #actuallyaustitic but heavily masking, I don’t get the *vibes* from her. But I just remembered that she is very sensitive to smells, not very social and we just left each other alone during weekends when it was just the two of us and neither felt bad about it.