Sometimes I'm worried that my gender might be masculine(ish) Miyazaki film characters who really, really needed therapy but somehow avoided it by having a ✨girl✨ swoop in and do a lot of emotional labor to teach them a valuable life lesson. I think subconsciously I've avoided a desire to date women because I don't want to hurt them by accidentally putting them in that position, which causes me some level of gender dysphoria - I only have that level of self awareness from being hurt by people treating me like a manic pixie dream girl (thanks #autism ).

I really have no idea what to do about all this, considering I'm AFAB and find my current body really, really, really ridiculously good looking, but also want people to emotionally treat me as masculine? 😖 Also I am in #therapy. Also I have very bad imposter syndrome and constantly second guess my every feeling.

I wish there was a word to describe my experience so I could easily find and talk to people with similar struggles.

#pridemonth #queer #lgbtq #alphabetmafia #questioning #actuallyautistic #agender @autistics

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Good morning everyone!
It’s Pride Day! It’s Pride Day!

I hope you have a wonderful day. I hope everyone treats you with courtesy and dignity and the kindness that we all deserve.

Happy pride to all my siblings and friends and allies in the #AlphabetMafia.

#LGBTQ #Pride #Trans

Thank goodness they shot themselves in the foot by removing #TuckerCarlson and dragging more scrutiny to themselves 😂 .

"The Fox employee portal pushes employees to the Trevor Project, an organization that Walsh said “hosts a sexually explicit chat room that connects children as young as 13 years old with ‘LGBT’ adults.”

https://www.dailywire.com/news/fox-corp-encourages-employees-to-support-radical-lgbtq-organizations-uses-woke-ai-to-track-commitment-to-dei-matt-walsh-reveals

... #cablenews #msnbc #esgcontrol #dei #pride #alphabetmafia #lgbtq #okgroomer #foxnews

Awesome!! #nj #newjersey #gardenstate #queer #LGBTQ #LGBT #alphabetmafia #transgender #GoodNews

@scooterrific Wow, that's very disappointing! Those are #AlphabetMafia spaces! I wouldn't care about the no Drag Race.

I can’t say I’m terribly surprised, just disappointed that a #lesbian social event group in my city is planning “fundraising” parties to “protect children” - they aren’t even making any effort to hide their #transphobia anymore. Why are people. 😡

#lgbt #lgbtq #queer #alphabetmafia #🌈 #terfs #nyc #nj #newyorkcity #transphobic

My app’s being weird and won’t let me an add image description; it’s a screenshot of a transphobic Instagram comment &reply, will put the text in a reply

My toxic trait is getting high and questioning my gender for 4 hours instead of cleaning my apartment.

#oops #humor #lgbt #lgbtq #queer #agender #alphabetmafia #gender #audhd

If I had a nickel for every time I accidentally hurt a guy’s feelings because I thought he was gay and then freaked out when he expressed interest in me, I wouldn’t be able to buy anything with it, but it would still be a concerning amount of nickels.

#mygaydarisbroken #queer #alphabetmafia #lgbt #lgbtq #actuallyautistic

Idea: BDSM club where it’s not really sexual, no one is causing anyone pain, and we’re all just there to perform consensual ASMR on each other?

#bdsm #ASMR #queer #lgbt #lgbtq #alphabetmafia

Happy #transdayofvisibility! I'm honestly not sure what I am, but I'm not normal. Any of my friends in the #alphabetmafia, I see and support you.

Sometimes you need to make a big batch of ropa vieja to soothe the soul a little. Chuck roast braised in sofrito and green olives?? Yes. 🤤🤤🤤. The husband was obsessed and couldn’t stop eating it out of the pot 😂 (and it was his first time having it) #FoodPorn #BearInTheKitchen #nomnomnom #BearsOfMastodon #GayCub #AlphabetMafia

@tillybridges I see, support, and send love.

I didn't spring from the egg a fully formed ally to trans and nonbinary people. It took time and effort to get to the level of understanding I have, and I am sure I have more work to do, but I'm here for my trans and/or enby friends, future friends, and even the ones who may not like me. You all deserve to be respected and protected.

Sincerely, a fellow member of the #AlphabetMafia. We all gotta look out for each other.

Puppeh says it’s naptime. I’m not opposed to this, as an edible induced nap, with some LowFi chill beats playing in the background sounds glorious. #DogsOfMastodon #Doggo #NapTime #LazySaturday #BearsOfMastodon #GayCub #AlphabetMafia

@nicod @adamcr @billzismyname @BionicSlingshot Thanks! I'll see about enabling it in the client. Part of me finds my stating pronouns to be redundent--I mean, with this name, face, and voice? HAHA! People in my #AlphabetMafia Zoom groups do it.

Happy #Friday everyone! We’ve made it through another week, and I’m ready to chill and do absolutely jack-shit this weekend! Go celebrate your victories this week, whether they are small or great ^_^

Drink your water, take your meds, and remember to be unapologetically and chaotically queer whenever possible. #BearsOfMastodon #CoffeeAndCigarettes #Queer #AlphabetMafia #Gay #GayCub

Today's the day for my monthly Marlboro lunch date. #LGBTQIA #AlphabetMafia #TZAG #MySocialLife #Friends #Friendship #Today #JoinIn

Wish: To be reincarnated as a fur baby to a gay couple, so I can be spoiled, lazy, and wake up only to eat snacks and bark at the neighbors. #DogsOfMastodon #Dog #BearsOfMastodon #Gay #AlphabetMafia #Queer

Good morning mastotots! It’s #Friday, and we’ve made it through another week! Make sure to do something that makes you happy this weekend ^_^ drink your water, take your meds, and be unapologetically queer. #BearsOfMastodon #GayCub #Queer #AlphabetMafia

#TZAG to the #AlphabetMafia and allies! It's raining and 40 F outside my windows. Snow expected later. Has anyone named this storm? In other news, I slept well and am feeling rested. #CurrentMood pleasant. #GayMastodon #BlindMastodon

An accurate representation of how I feel during daylight savings. #DaylightSavings #Humor #Gay #BearsOfMastodon #AlphabetMafia #GayCub