Stayed up way to damn late tonight.
(Again)
But did some good reflection and hopefully will get some good feedback on my quest for a good camera.
Was weirdly anxious much of the day. Meds allowed me to pause, notice it, and set it aside, but was and exhausting day.
Don’t want to think about how much I spent on convention table material.

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Need to make up some push-ups tomorrow, but that’s just to try and keep the momentum going. I moved a bunch of wood and bricks and concrete bags today, so I feel like I exercised enough.

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A long, good, strange day.

Beautiful, almost perfect morning: Kids, wife, dogs, work.

Good day of work calls.

Some concern for wife in evening.

First kill: Groundhog. G179mmHP. It was… necessary. Not upsetting.

Cooking dozens of quiche for the wife.

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I've been struggling to keep a regular schedule this week, so I'm just going to include everything from the last few days.

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Yesterday was fantastic. Farm work. Driving. Dinner at an amazing restaurant. A little bit of writing.

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On an entirely personal level, today was just about perfect.

Let’s try not to worry about the planet or some people we love. Just for a moment.

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It’s been a weird couple days. I feel like the combination of spring allergies, work burnout, family reintegration, and post-COVID brain for is making my meds less effective.

Still, it was generally a good day.

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Felt good to get in a solid three hours of writing yesterday.

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Easter Sunday was… mostly cooking. I was in the kitchen from 8am to 3pm.

The food was glorious.

The company was great.

Other than one or two moments of frustration it was a wonderful day.

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A good day yesterday. Had a few brief moments of being grumpy, but nothing that spoiled the overall mood. We kicked ass helping gran with her yard. The boy had friends over for a late birthday bonfire.

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Did an 8 mile bike ride yesterday. Felt great.

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Yesterday was a good day. Got a little busy in the evening, but otherwise was generally just a nice day.

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Yesterday was pretty good.
Work went well and my mood was stable most of the day. I did get a little grumpy in the evening, but that was because I asked Boychild to make dinner with Brusband and neither could find THE GIANT BOTTLE OF CURRY AT THE FRONT OF THE SHELF or the cutting board or the rice or… the phrase “I asked you to do this so I could fix the pool filter and you’re interrupting so much I might as well have cooked myself” may have been uttered.

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Yesterday started off bad. I was in a crappy mood most of the day, mostly dealing with a mix of reintegration and dysphoria.

Fortunately my last class was awesome and, while I had to work until 10pm to finish a project, the evening went great.

Feeling more positive about today.

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Was a really fantastic day.

Had some stupid anxiety in the evening, and it’s still lingering, but it was still a great day.

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It’s been a helluva day, mostly spent working outside. Built a new floor for the chicken coop and helped the boychild build a pair of stilts.

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