Made it to Thursday, no thanks to my body and brain.

I’m back to being completely exhausted in the evenings. Work has been taking a lot of energy and I’ve been deep in thought about my side project where I am acting as vCISO.

It hasn’t helped that I ran out of my higher dose of Latuda and was using a lower dose. I haven’t reached out to my psychiatrist to get a refill (thanks ADHD) so it’s my fault. Apparently switching to the lower dose made my brain decide it didn’t want to play nice and I spent last night crying on the sofa thinking about old age and death. Good times.

Use me as a reminder to keep your doctors in the loop and stay med compliant. I didn’t think it would be this bad—my husband actually cut tablets in half last night so I would be at the correct dosage again.

I should know by now that I need the meds to stay functional. This is not new to me. Well, some of my diagnoses are newer, but I’ve been on SSRIs for years at this point and know what happens when I run out and don’t engage with medical professionals for my refills… Off to contact my psychiatrist I guess!

#mentalhealth #bp2 #bipolar2 #adhd

2nd load of laundry in the wash. 2nd cup of coffee entering my bloodstream…
Today is finishing a list of projects, baking until I can’t bake anymore, and finishing up the cleaning of the main level of the house. Plus someone has to go to the vet because the Pug is adverse to his current food (may be a meds or decreasing teeth issue) and needs smaller kibble and canned stuff now.
Sanity? Ha. I have a weird feeling I’m starting a manic phase, so I guess I should strap in and lock up my credit cards…
#holidays #in-laws #family #baking #pug #dogsofmastodon #bipolar #bp2 #mania

The day job had some shenanigans which got me out of the house today.
I was driving past the cinema and I thought 'oh I should see BP2 while Im out' and then I remembered I saw it literally yesterday. Was the movie really that forgettable? Or am I just getting old?
#movies #bp2

Wow, wrong on so many levels!
#Marvel #BP2 #BlackPanther #WakandaForever #MCU

Dear my brain - why are we listening to the entrance music for Dr Britt Baker D.M.D on repeat? Pick another earworm please. #prowrestling #professionalwrestling #BP2