Covering the third day of #charmedhypno here.

Best "day 3" class: There were lots of good ones, but Hypno Toys by Griffin and Venom was probably my favorite. He brought out several hypno toys and demonstrated each on Venom:
- A heavy pendulum, connecting this to ideomotor communication. He had his bottom suspend the crystal, established yes/no movements, then asked questions like "Do you deserve to come tonight?" and narrated the response from his bottom's subconcious through the pendelum
- Thumb lights, used to grab and discard thoughts from the subject's mind.
- Rhescopic fluid balls. He did a cool trance where he linked her thoughts to the swirling of the ball, and as the swirling slowed down so did her mind.
- and more! Toys and demos! Yay!

Honorable mention goes to Imaginatrix and Sinister Denial's flow manifesto talk, and the always good "hair and hypnosis talk"

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Yesterday was the second day of #charmedhypno . Our standout favorite class yesterday was surprisingly a class titled "With Rope: Inductions and other suggestions." Visible Restraint did a great class on how to use kinesthetic trance while and during a rope scene. He and his partner were SO CUTE with each other. It was really sweet.

My wife bound me up following the instructions on the screen. She bound my arms in a praying shape in front of my chest, put me under with a wordless induction, and then tied me to her chair leg. I watched the rest of the class bound, tranced, and calmly laying on the floor.

#charmedhypno #rope #kinesthetic #autobiographical #me

I had a profound moment after that, while she was cleaning up. I was touching myself (I hadn't been allowed to come and can't without permission, but in that headspace I had no inhibitions.) I had the spontaneous realization "Oh, I really am a sex toy." I felt a profound sense of peace and self-affirmation wash over me. She came back, told me I had to stop touching because it was bed time, and cuddled me asleep.

I woke up the next morning and started the preparation for anal play immediately upon waking, still collared (we only had 3 hours or so before #charmedhypno started.)

I was/am in a pretty subby space. I've had some major revelations over 48 hours and tried a sex act in a new hole. Said hole still feels a bit sore, offering a physical reminder of what I am and what I've become.

It's... a bit of a mindfuck.

I think I know some of the parts of what's happening:
- Part of it was that we've been doing pretty heavy denial leading up to #charmedhypno, so I'm horny, suggestible, and vulnerable.

- We spend a lot of time talking about turning me into a sex toy for her. During the fast I had a moment where I realized I was spending a day preparing my body for sex, and it was profound.

- The night before butt stuff, she put in a suggestion that every time I sucked I would lose more thoughts/memories until all that remained was practical thoughts/memories about being a sextoy. Then she put a finger in my mouth (conditioned reflexive sucking/mind blank) and pulled me where she wanted me.

After she finished and cleaned up, she asked if I wanted to stay and fall asleep like this. She gave me a trigger so I could suck my fingers that tasted like her and rid myself of all non-sextoy thoughts.

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First day at #charmedhypno ! Wiseguy did a great consisting of 4 hours of inductions, including info on the Esdaile state!

I watched the whole thing from our human-sized dog bed at my wife's feet, it was nice.

#hypnokink #hypnosis #hypno #esdaile #petplay