There are 5 people on this planet that I really, really like. All of them women I wanted to be friends with and/or was for a while.
One of them I had sexual interest in (that was before I took hormones and "became" asexual).
Another one I had romantic interest in for a while.
All of them I have platonic feelings for.

I never have feelings, even platonic ones for men, but how can I then say they are just platonic?
My therapist is sure those are romantic feelings for those women.

What do you think? Does anybody have experience with platonic feelings to just one gender?

If I become totally dependent on them to the point where they all can't bare me anymore and cut me off completely, isn't that a bit much to call it platonic?

I miss them all so much, one of them even after more than a decade.

What's wrong with me?

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