I need to do my work, but all I want to do is pack, get in the car, drive away and never return. And I'm going to some day, but not yet. In the meantime, I still have a life here, need the paycheck, etc. I have no concrete plans, other than I've made the decision and told myself I have a few years to figure it out. This was clearly a mistake because then my brain went "poof" and I lost all interest in everything here I need to be focused on, including my job. #disconnecting #disassociating