the amount of energy it takes to just move while dissociating is insane, and moving just for the sake of masking is exhausting
#energy #move #dissociating #insane #mask #masking #exhausted

To elaborate, my symptoms were so severe before I got him, that I was regularly #dissociating for hours on end. I experienced #derealization and #depersonalization multiple times per day. the episode that I had this past week was the worst that I had in months, as I now go weeks without dissociating. This little guy is the best grounding technique I could have ever asked for, and I love him to pieces. Absolutely worth the 2 years of #ServiceDog training. :)

Depression is eating me alive right now. I just called out of work. Being alone and inactive doesn't help much, but I can't work if I'm #dissociating the entire damn time and moving slowly due to #catatonia . Depression is a fuck.

Honestly, it doesn't help that depression and anxiety are perfectly rational reactions to what's happening all around us. Knowing that it's 'justified' doesn't make it easier to handle. Sigh.

#rant #depression #anxiety

Good evening, #Comrades. Are we ready for tomorrow...? I think I need a moment to myself before I dive into #election #news. Can anyone point me in the direction of some good people to follow for politics and places to join left-leaning discussions?

#cannabis #politics #election2022 #lefty #LeftistMastodon #stoner #WallArt #WoodblockPrint #vaporizer #PlantsNotPills #MentalHealth #PTSD #BPD #MedicalCannabis #FuckCombustion #dissociating #AngerIsAGift

#dissociating from what the #weather is actually like today, by reminding myself sometimes #Nebraska looks like this instead: