Welkom to Werner Herzog’s Sad Beige Flats for Sad Beige Families. (Blender WIP)
#blenderart #despair #ennui

One of those subdued and possibly even depressing Upper East Side kind of afternoons.

#ennui #TheCharmlessBourgeoisie #BourgeoisieSansCharme

HOLY CRAP i'm in a shitty mood. A whole bunch of things just running me over today. Mostly not people, just "I don't have the spoons to deal with how broken people and the world is" stuff.

These are the days I want to run away to the mountains, or get on a boat and just sail in one direction until I fall off the edge of the world.

#ennui #mood #meh #blah

A scent of pure ennui and yet, nostalgia. In a time long past, there was pizza after the exhausting search for a movie at Blockbuster.

#ennui #nostalgia #oldmedia #VHS #blockbuster #humor #humour #funny

Apparently, my #anxiety, #ADHD and #insomnia decided to gang up on me tonight (not to forget #ennui & #rumination).

Since I'm already here, I'm going to share another #SilentSunday snapshot. I took it a few years ago, on a glorious late October evening.

Autumn always calms me down. 🍂🍁Frankly, I can't wait for the summer to be over.

Sleep well, fellow mastodons!

I spent the last week or so learning how to create sentence and word embeddings and do semantic search on them with various semantic search methods. Today, I finished up and deleted the server and now am struck with a crushing sense of pointlessness and what-am-i-even-doing-with-my-life. I've heard of post sex #Ennui, but this is post learning ennui. What is that even. Anyone got suggestions on how to deal with it?

What's that thing called when you're so insufferably tired you actually can't think? If I could make a little extra money I think I'd take a long vacation, ideally somewhere were everyone isn't drowning, bombing, or burning, but there's not so many of those places left.

Anyway, two stories today:
India puts a licensing brake on Apple’s Mac & iPad sales
https://www.applemust.com/india-puts-a-licensing-brake-on-apples-mac-ipad-sales/

Apple’s AI strategy should be the same as it's always been
https://www.computerworld.com/article/3704151/apples-ai-strategy-should-be-the-same-as-its-always-been.html

#Apple #AI #Ennui

#ennui #cats #catsofmastodon

A quotation from Fleming, Ian:

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Those whom the Gods wish to destroy, they first make bored.
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Full quote, sourcing, notes:
https://wist.info/fleming-ian/62010/

#quote #quotes #quotation #boredom #divinepunishment #ennui #gods #selfdestruction

500 posts on this thing (ergh!). To mark the auspicious occasion here's a drawing of the Lewis Wilson (movie serial) Batman I drew like 10 or 15 years ago. I'm all for recycling. #1940s #Batman #Ennui #Friday

J'ai reçu une Switch à mon anniversaire avec Animal Crossing.
Ce jeu m'ennuie. 😩

Envie d'un Mario, d'un Sonic ou d'un Pokémon. Mais vraiment pas les moyens.

Je viens donc de télécharger Marsupilami pour moins de 10€. Histoire de tester. Je vous tiens au courant.

Enfin si ça veut bien se télécharger un jour. (Paraît qu'il y a la fibre dans cette maison, mais l'impression d'être en 2007 à attendre devant eMule)

#ennui #NintendoSwitch

I'm beginning to wonder if, for my mental health, I should not look at YT videos from content creators whose content closely resembles mine. Granted, I'm in an extremely niche topic, but that just means the other folks are HIGHLY visible.

My stuff doesn't duplicate theirs, but they are PROLIFIC. A video a week, and they're long and they have a studio and and and. (and a lot more subs than I do).

I'll succeed on quality, yeah, that's the ticket.

#youtube #navelgazing #ennui

@platformalist as long as one of them somewhere is filled with #ennui I will approve of this creation.

It'll be tragic and adorable.

Watch Massa Nera's new video for "A Faint Goodbye" ++ many tour dates coming up #2023_06_16 #brooklynvegan #andrew_sacher #heavy_metal_news #music_news #tour_dates #amygdala #cleric #crippling_alcoholism #ennui

>> https://www.brooklynvegan.com/watch-massa-neras-new-video-for-a-faint-goodbye-many-tour-dates-coming-up/

OLD SOUTH

Summer afternoon
Squeaking of a rocking chair
Silent ceiling fans

#haiku #torpor #ennui

I would bathe myself in strangeness:
These comforts heaped upon me, smother me!
I burn, I scald so for the new,
New friends, new faces,
Places!
Oh to be out of this,
This that is all I wanted
—save the new.

~ From “The Plunge” by Ezra Pound

#EzraPound #adventure #ennui

What's Going on Monday? #2023_05_01 #brooklynvegan #brooklynvegan_staff #music_news #whats_going_on_tonight_in_nyc #after_the_burial #blind_girls #breakup_shoes #deep_sea_peach_tree #ennui

>> https://www.brooklynvegan.com/whats-going-on-monday-274/

#mood : Sitting in the work cafeteria, drinking coffee, going over email, while Smashing Pumpkins' "Bullet with Butterfly Wings" plays on the cafe music system. #MiddleAgedProblems #ennui

Yes, I know the feeling... #ennui #graffiti

Today it was verified by two independent sources that I apparently scream "theater kid". Personally, I found my recent performances restrained and unconvincing. #ennui #thespian4life