Patient permanently lost eyesight following botched #facialfeminization

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#surgery #DangerousDoctor

Patient permanently lost eyesight following botched #facialfeminization #surgery #DangerousDoctor

https://www.naturalnews.com/2022-12-04-patient-lost-eyesight-botched-facial-feminization-surgery.html

Patient permanently lost eyesight following botched #facialfeminization #surgery #DangerousDoctor

https://www.naturalnews.com/2022-12-04-patient-lost-eyesight-botched-facial-feminization-surgery.html

The Right Angle
By Elise Pallagi
Self pub Zine 2016

I love your face
Just not mine 
It's hard for me to do that at this time
Every time I take a selfie 
I struggle to find that perfect angle
To hide those features that I hate

Long pointed square jaw and chin
No softness to be found
Just a face carved out with a chisel 
The constant reminder that I was born the wrong way
Hair growing where I don't want to see it compounding the reminder

Maybe not the wrong body 
That narrative never fit me 
But what is the use of a face that doesn't fit me?
You say I look good but it doesn't stop the voices in my mind
It doesn't stop the stranger from calling me something I'm not

I wish I could change it 
I wish I could be seen for what I am inside
I wish the cure for what I have wasn't so expensive
Medicare doesn't cover everything
And until I can obtain it…

Guess I'll keep trying to find the right angle…

#selfie #dysphoria #facialfeminization #girlslikeus #transgender

Back in 2019 I got my letters and documentation together to get bottom surgery done at GRS Montreal. I then ended up dropping everything to look after my terminally ill mother who passed away in 2020. I was certain that bottom surgery was the right path, but having gone through complex trauma over the loss of mother and effectively shutting down for a few months before dealing with her estate I neglected to follow with grs Montreal.

Currently I have heard the stories of multiple friends who have had their bottom surgery botched or have run into serious complications from their experience with grs Montreal. I am more tempted than ever to forego getting grs done in Montreal knowing their experiences there.

In all seriousness what causes me 90% of my dysphoria is my facial features and my face is what most people see not my genitallia. Sadly there are few avenues for coverage for FFS and hair removal in Canada which is a big time injustice for trans feminine people in Canada. Given the lack of affordable options here for facial feminization I'm about to put everything I got into getting it done privately in Mexico. Hopefully all goes well. I have friends there who are helping me navigate how to get this done.

A few friends have suggested that I try and crowdfund my surgery. I'm embarrassed by this idea and to be frank think it's absolute horseshit that we're expected to crowd fund for lifesaving healthcare. I just wish this country could do better for transgender folks. Until this happens I just might try to crowdfund or get a friend to on my behalf. Either way I'm getting this done.

#transgender #genderaffirmingsurgery #facialfeminization #girlslikeus