I am soooo buuuuuurnt oooooout. It's been so long and there is no cavalry coming.

I would like to do normal things for more than 2 hours a week. I can spin, if I have time, and I look at Mastodon to give myself a mental break.

I haven't gotten into my personal stuff on here because I prefer reading/commenting on good things. But I want to post, too, not just boost, and today that means posting something personal.

I'm tired.

#FuckDementia

It's been awhile. Going through some more grief stuff after remodeling and unpacking. Whew. Life. What a ride. Feels a little like the Tower of Terror ride sometimes. Thrilling but scary. Then wobbly and trying to get your bearings again. Plus overwhelming sadness.

#fuckcancer #fuckdementia #griefsucks

Reminder to hug your #grandparents and #elderly in your life, especially if you are close. But also #fuckdementia and #fuckalzheimers and how dare you rob me of the best fucking years of my life with my #grandma who has been an incredible #grandmother for thirty years.

#aging #agingsucks #alzheimers #alzheimerssucks