@bhawthorne I am so sorry you are going through all that. This has absolutely broken me but I cant even imagine how much worse I would feel if what little mind I have left was checking out on me. I have what I am calling #CovidCloister syndrome; I have never had covid and went into deep isolation immediately when I heard someone a third my age with Asthma died of covid over 3 years ago. My BF / roommate actually LAUGHED at me, how was I going to isolate when he was not going to? Easy; YOU are NOT going to be here! I had 6 months sober for the first time in my life, had a great job with benefits and an IRA, also a lifetime first, and now I have lost it ALL and my 2011 Charger RT. My first shot at Walmart surrounded by people in their laughable isolation area led to months of nightmares of people around me unmasked so now that I could be around people again, I cant do it. #covid #isolation #depression #godhatesme