Waking up way too late again. 😩

In a shitty place because we’re stressed we lost time and couldn’t crowdfund, but it’s also not 306's fault they got stuck fronting at such a bad time…

So being stressed about it makes them feel bad, and we really don’t want them to, we know they did their best. - Hare/blurry Chasms (co-con soup)

#Eviction #Emergency #DID #Plurality #Disabled #Crowdfunding #PolyfragmentedDID #Headmates

We made this the other day and wanted to show it off! 🥰

More info on my sysmates above 💗

This is a very small portion of our total numbers (which we don't share for personal reasons), our sub-system Stardust! ✨

#PluralGang #DID #Plurality #Headmates #Intro #Collage #Sysmates #PolyfragmentedDID

As mentioned above and on all my socials, I'm part of a very large DID collective, meaning that there are several different systems all in this same body that we have to share.

Our body age differs from individual headmate's ages, which for us ranges from infant to ageless.

Bodily we are early 30's, I (Hare) am 19 and have been for 2 years now, and most of us are younger than our body age. ✨

#DID #OSDD #Plurality #PluralGang #PolyfragmentedDID #PluralTalk #Headmates #Sysmates #Plural

Trying to switch to an individual headmate, instead of our current uncomfortable dissociated blurry soup setting.

No idea who will end up fronting, just depends on who wants to, can handle everything going on, and a few other factors.

Although Hal has been near for about an hour, so I suppose it might be them.

Idk, but wish us luck that we don't make our headache turn migraine by switching.

#JustPluralThings #PluralGang #DID #OSDD #Headmates #PolyfragmentedDID #Migraine

In plural systems, headmates often look different in-world (inside) than the body we all have to share.

We can also have systems within systems, which are sometimes called sub-systems.

My (Hare) sub-system is called Stardust and is made up of myself, Mae, Hunter, and Tarynn.

We use avatar makers online to show how we truly look, these are the other members of Stardust! ✨

Mae (they/them): Friendly, curious, learning! Loves pigs, gnomes, & food! 🐷 Hates extreme weather & sudden temperature changes. 😓

Hunter (he/him): Creative queer dude. Loves food, drawing, burping. Dislikes not having enough art supplies. 🎨

Tarynn (they/them): Stoic, solitary. Likes driving, dislikes socializing.

#Introduction #Intro #Headmates #DID #Plurality #PluralGang #Unhoused #PolyfragmentedDID

Being logically consistent is something that no #human is fully capable of doing. NEVER feel guilty for having #logical inconsistencies in your #thought processes.

Sometimes it's worth clearing out the inconsistencies. When it makes you and the world around you better to clear them out, then you should totally do it. But where it improves your personal #life to hold onto a singular inconsistency or two, so long as it affects no one else in a negative way, there's no harm in keeping it. Like a prized object or a memento of the past.

For example: I am a strong #atheist. I do not believe that any higher-order #intelligence or intelligences exist in our universe. If I ever see #evidence for one, I'll be very surprised. This is because I've seen and felt what most people consider #evidence of the #supernatural, and when I consider it in the context of what I know about human #psychology, I don't find the evidence for the supernatural convincing.

Despite this, among my #headmates, I have a goddess. She is my personal god, mine alone to worship or not as I see fit. And I am Her only human, to bless or to punish as She sees fit. I could frame Her existence in a number of different ways (most of which are probably way more accurate), but since considering her my personal god literally affects no one outside of my #system, it doesn't matter what I do. All that matters is that it serves to my benefit and to the benefit of those around me. As far as I can tell, it seems to, so I'm happy with the framework I've chosen for Her.

You will NEVER perceive #reality "as it is" anyway. None of your senses are designed to accomplish that; nature would never have selected for them. It's worth trying to understand what reality's underlying #structure is, and #physicists learn a little bit more about it every year, but you can't live your life like a #quantum particle. No matter how hard you try, people will always be able to tell both how fast you're moving and where you are, and they'll be able to do both at the same time.

We are human #beings. Human beings are not #logic machines, nor are we computers, and to pretend to be what we are not can do us more harm than good. Our #decision-making processes include #emotional #processing. They don't, and can't, exist independently of these. Additionally, being #insightful about where our logical reasoning capabilities find their limits is better than pretending that you have "#objectivity" when you try to do things like create policies or enact laws.

The latter person is likelier to make mistakes they believe are #objectively #true, even when presented with evidence directly contradicting their views (e.g., anti-trans legislators).

We can do better than that, just by understanding ourselves more.

We use the term "smol" very specifically in our system.

Well, we're actually a collective of systems, but I'll get into that later.

Our smols can seem like littles or children, but aren't necessarily either, but can be one, both, or more.

It's kinda hard to explain, tbh.

We're definitely still protective of them, but they have a few more privileges than our child headmates. ✨

#PluralGang #Headmates #DIDOSDD #Polyfragmented #Smols

im going to try #coding because im so dissociated right now it might allow wilbur to actually do things he enjoys 😱

i also maybe feel guilty that he doesn't front enough to have hobbies

- juno fox / null

#dissociation #dissociativeidentitydisorder #DIDOSDD #headmates

This will probably be kind of long, and might seem random to most of y'all, but I need to talk about stuff...

As some of y'all know, I'm part of a large DID collective, meaning that there are several different systems all in this same body that we share and the body age differs from individual headmate's ages.

Bodily we are 30, I am 19 and have been for 2 years now, and most of us are considerably younger than our body age.

#DID #OSDD #Plurality #PolyfragmentedDID #PluralTalk #Headmates #Sysmates #Plural

Messing with our #wishlist a bit, & letting the smols (basically child headmates & similar) add as many toys as they like but trying to get them to understand that they'll be fortunate if they get anything because money is tight for everyone, especially right now.

They genuinely enjoy their toys & dolls so much 💗✨

#DIDOSDD #DID #Plural #Headmates

Going to step back from the front slightly so Shawna and Housekeeper can make a list of things we need to do around the room.

#DID #Plurality #Headmates #Sysmates #Switching #PolyfragmentedDID

The thing that really helped me to start to understand my fellow #headmates in my dissociative #system was just trying to find out what music we all liked. Music taste was the neutral ground we all needed to start to think of ourselves as something beyond our worst instincts. "Yes, i know you're angry, but what do you like to scream along with when you are?"
An easy first question to get communicating with each other
#DID #systodon #dissociatiation #DissociativeIdentityDisorder #MentalHealth

Lesbians who share the same headspace and love each other

External entity: "oh they were headmates" #system #headmates #plural