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Should I be singing? Not at all. But I've been sick for 3 weeks now and barely able to talk for most of it and I'm jonesing for some singing. So am I fucking up my throat even more by singing? Yes. Do I care? Not right now. Though I'm sure I'll regret that tomorrow. 🤷‍♀️

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Nyx NightShade · @nyxnightshade

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Decided that I needed to Armor Up today. I stopped using makeup a long time ago and I lost myself after awhile. I'm only half Armored Up though. I need the right outfit to pull it all out and I don't have that right now. But I already feel more protected and maybe a little bit more, myself now. I just wish I had a bolder outfit to wear with it.

#shadowwork #mentalhealth #depression #selfcare #healinghurts #ptsd #wellness #wellbeing #healing #identitycrisis #spirituality #healing #innerwork

#shadowwork #mentalhealth #depression #selfcare #healinghurts #ptsd #wellness #wellbeing #healing #identitycrisis #spirituality #innerwork

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Nyx NightShade · @nyxnightshade

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I told ChatGPT to reword two of my poems to make them rhyme, but keep as much of the original wording as possible, and ChatGPT delivered. It couldn't do one of them because of the content of some of it, but still. I like how they turned out. ^_^

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Nyx NightShade · @nyxnightshade

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3 poems down now and I finally feel like I have my head on straight again. I still have a lot to get through though. But at least now I'm not losing my mind. I couldn't even concentrate on repotting my tomatoes because my mind was weighed down so heavily. Time for a break.

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Nyx NightShade · @nyxnightshade

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It's been about 20 years since I wrote a poem. They've never been good, so eventually I just stopped. I wrote one earlier today, and I wish I had something better to write about. It's still not a good poem, but I have a lot of identity issues to face, and this seems like the most natural way to face them.

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Lisanne · @LisanneJanna

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YouTube - BLÜ EYES - healing hurts (Official Lyric Video)

Voor de (chronisch) zieke community hier: een nummer dat mij, iedere keer dat ik het hoor, wéér raakt. Sowieso deze hele EP, maar dit nummer omschrijft denk ik voor mij goed hoe het voelt om (chronisch) ziek te zijn.
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“It gets better 'til it just gets worse
A full-time job isn't this much work
I know that I'll survive, but
Healing fucking hurts sometimes”

https://youtu.be/IKPL4RWiR00

#HealingHurts #Spoonie #BluEyes #MyalgischeEncefalomyelitis #ME #cvsME #PEM #B12Tekort #B12Deficiency

#b12deficiency #b12tekort #pem #cvsme #me #myalgischeencefalomyelitis #blueyes #spoonie #healinghurts

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