During this time of the year when its easy to be repulsed and overwhelmed by all the toxic positivity I like to search out for music (as a former musician, I think in sounds more than images) that resonates with that feeling, reminding me of that timeless Lovecraftian truth that the universe is not always here to be our friend, and in the words of Robert Lowell "The light at the end of the tunnel is just the light of an oncoming train."

Skinny Puppy - Smothered Hope

#HolidayHate

#Holiday #hell season just started for me and will go on until the 8th of January, when Orthodox x-mas is over.

Here's a link to the full #confession and #explanation:
https://sicut-dico.com/2022/12/24/happy-fucking-holidays/ (TG warnings: #holidayhate death and capitalism mentions)

I'm writing posts for my website like crazy these days to balance consuming with creation. I guess. If someone else is not feeling festivy - you are welcome here

#xmashate #NotHappy #fetishwear