Papigoe :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
729 followers · 1921 posts · Server mstdn.social
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
679 followers · 1430 posts · Server mstdn.social

Nope. The arrows go right thru and then I get sucked in, after which I freak oot. Mah monsters scream intae mah ears that I donnae deserve this person and I must protect them frae meh. In response I will sabotage what'er emotions arise and fucking RUN.

#KeepYourDistance #iamverybroken #SelfSabotage #relationships #love

Last updated 1 year ago

KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
650 followers · 1103 posts · Server mstdn.social
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
639 followers · 948 posts · Server mstdn.social
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
633 followers · 794 posts · Server mstdn.social

Just a wee ring I bought fur mahsel. Nothing astonishing, just trying in tiny ways tae be attractive, or at least part of meh. The whole is simply too tragic tae polish up.

#iamverybroken #icryoften #me #baubles #jewelry

Last updated 2 years ago

KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
615 followers · 604 posts · Server mstdn.social

I've never known or lasting . What passes for that in my brain is distraction, amusement, and at best a lack of impact...neutral. Before you call me or dramatic, I hae a very broke brain and suffer several mental illnesses. Anyone else oot there like me? I fucking hope nae. , , , .

#youcannothelp #iamverybroken #severeselfloathig #suicidalideations #ocpd #ptsd #Dysthymia #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #mentalhealth #emo #happiness #joy

Last updated 2 years ago

KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
610 followers · 539 posts · Server mstdn.social

I think I finally got it thru mah heid that my and extreme innae gaen anywhere, hence untreatable. I want tae attempt tae enjoy life whatever that means, but I will always want suicide as an option. I think she finally gets it. ,

#youshouldreallyrun #iamverybroken #neurodivergent #ptsd #ocpd #Dysthymia #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #selfhatred #suicidalideations #psychiatrist

Last updated 2 years ago

KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
611 followers · 482 posts · Server mstdn.social

I am . Every time I say that i ahm , or wear something with those colours, I a gripped with . Maybe I just shudnae.

#iamverybroken #impostersyndrome #Trans #genderfluid

Last updated 2 years ago

KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
607 followers · 465 posts · Server mstdn.social

FUCK...Ah miss Layne Staley so much. Ah miss Mike Starr, Chris Cornell, and Kurt Cobain. When the tide, hour, and moon is right, ahl come a'lookin fur ye. All artwork by Shawn Coss

#letmego #iamverybroken #suicidalideations #ocpd #dyshymia #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent

Last updated 2 years ago

KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
607 followers · 465 posts · Server mstdn.social
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
597 followers · 383 posts · Server mstdn.social
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
586 followers · 323 posts · Server mstdn.social

I want a partner. I want tae . I suffer frae so even if there WAS an attraction, I would sabotage it. My monsters do this tae protect the other person. This is the joys of and with a lovely dose of crippling . . The saving grace is that with my lack of desirability, none of the above is likely tae happen lol.

#mentalhealth #Depression #iamverybroken #ocpd #dysthemia #mdd #selfhatred #date

Last updated 2 years ago

KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
586 followers · 323 posts · Server mstdn.social

I think that one of the most profound things that I've experienced with is that I can now be by men and women of the entire .

#uglyaf #iamverybroken #globalcommunity #catfished #SocialMedia

Last updated 2 years ago

KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
505 followers · 37 posts · Server mstdn.social
KiltedQueer :verified_trans: · @KiltedQueer
498 followers · 1184 posts · Server mstdn.party
KiltedQueer :verified_trans: · @KiltedQueer
491 followers · 1258 posts · Server mstdn.party
KiltedQueer :verified_trans: · @KiltedQueer
491 followers · 1265 posts · Server mstdn.party
KiltedQueer :verified_trans: · @KiltedQueer
483 followers · 1227 posts · Server mstdn.party

Did I mention that I also suffer frae Phantosmia, otherwise callit "Olfactory Hallucinations"? And the hits keep a' comin.

#iamverybroken #mybrainisverybroken

Last updated 2 years ago

KiltedQueer :verified_trans: · @KiltedQueer
477 followers · 1269 posts · Server mstdn.party

I really loathe where I live. Being , , , and dosnae work here AT ALL. Being a and nae attractive also isnae good. Mastodon was a good experiment but I doubt I will stay much longer. Sometimes people just burn it all doon socially.

#queer #genderfluid #polyamorous #travesti #foreigner #depressed #iamverybroken

Last updated 2 years ago