Papigoe :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
729 followers · 1921 posts · Server mstdn.socialFucking #PhysicalTherapy taedae. #Injury #BrokenBones #IAmVeryBroken
#iamverybroken #brokenbones #injury #physicaltherapy
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
679 followers · 1430 posts · Server mstdn.social
Nope. The arrows go right thru and then I get sucked in, after which I freak oot. Mah monsters scream intae mah ears that I donnae deserve this person and I must protect them frae meh. In response I will sabotage what'er emotions arise and fucking RUN. #Love #Relationships #SelfSabotage #IAmVeryBroken #KeepYourDIstance
#KeepYourDistance #iamverybroken #SelfSabotage #relationships #love
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
650 followers · 1103 posts · Server mstdn.social
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
639 followers · 948 posts · Server mstdn.socialMy Pantosmia hae been relentless fur the past few day. #Phantosmia #OlfactoryHallucinations #Neurodivergent #MentalHealth #IAmVeryBroken
#iamverybroken #mentalhealth #neurodivergent #olfactoryhallucinations #Phantosmia
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
633 followers · 794 posts · Server mstdn.social
Just a wee ring I bought fur mahsel. Nothing astonishing, just trying in tiny ways tae be attractive, or at least part of meh. The whole is simply too tragic tae polish up. #jewelry #baubles #me #ICryOften #IAmVeryBroken
#iamverybroken #icryoften #me #baubles #jewelry
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
615 followers · 604 posts · Server mstdn.socialI've never known #joy or lasting #happiness. What passes for that in my brain is distraction, amusement, and at best a lack of impact...neutral. Before you call me #emo or dramatic, I hae a very broke brain and suffer several mental illnesses. Anyone else oot there like me? I fucking hope nae. #MentalHealth #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #Dysthymia, #PTSD, #OCPD #SuicidalIdeations, #SevereSelfLoathig. #IAmVeryBroken #YouCanNotHelp
#youcannothelp #iamverybroken #severeselfloathig #suicidalideations #ocpd #ptsd #Dysthymia #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #mentalhealth #emo #happiness #joy
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
610 followers · 539 posts · Server mstdn.socialI think I finally got it thru mah #Psychiatrist heid that my #SuicidalIDeations and extreme #SelfHatred innae gaen anywhere, hence untreatable. I want tae attempt tae enjoy life whatever that means, but I will always want suicide as an option. I think she finally gets it. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent, #Dysthymia #OCPD #PTSD #Neurodivergent #IAmVeryBroken #YouShouldReallyRun
#youshouldreallyrun #iamverybroken #neurodivergent #ptsd #ocpd #Dysthymia #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #selfhatred #suicidalideations #psychiatrist
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
611 followers · 482 posts · Server mstdn.social
I am #Genderfluid. Every time I say that i ahm #Trans, or wear something with those colours, I a gripped with #ImposterSyndrome. Maybe I just shudnae. #IAmVeryBroken
#iamverybroken #impostersyndrome #Trans #genderfluid
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
607 followers · 465 posts · Server mstdn.social
FUCK...Ah miss Layne Staley so much. Ah miss Mike Starr, Chris Cornell, and Kurt Cobain. When the tide, hour, and moon is right, ahl come a'lookin fur ye. All artwork by Shawn Coss #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #Dyshymia #OCPD #SuicidalIdeations #IAmVeryBroken #LetMeGo
#letmego #iamverybroken #suicidalideations #ocpd #dyshymia #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
607 followers · 465 posts · Server mstdn.socialAch, 988 might be a thing taenite. #IAmVeryBroken #SuicidalIdeations #MajorDepressiveDisorder #Dysthymia
#Dysthymia #majordepressivedisorder #suicidalideations #iamverybroken
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
597 followers · 383 posts · Server mstdn.social
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
586 followers · 323 posts · Server mstdn.socialI want a partner. I want tae #date. I suffer frae #SelfHatred so even if there WAS an attraction, I would sabotage it. My monsters do this tae protect the other person. This is the joys of #MDD and #Dysthemia with a lovely dose of crippling #OCPD. #IAmVeryBroken. The saving grace is that with my lack of desirability, none of the above is likely tae happen lol. #Depression #MentalHealth
#mentalhealth #Depression #iamverybroken #ocpd #dysthemia #mdd #selfhatred #date
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
586 followers · 323 posts · Server mstdn.socialI think that one of the most profound things that I've experienced with #SocialMedia is that I can now be #catfished by men and women of the entire #GlobalCommunity. #IAmVeryBroken #UglyAF
#uglyaf #iamverybroken #globalcommunity #catfished #SocialMedia
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
550 followers · 95 posts · Server mstdn-social.social.shrimpcam.pw
Artwork by Shawn Coss. Diagnosis are mine all mine. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #SuicidalIdeations #Dysthymia #PTSD #OCD #SelfHatred #IAmVeryBroken
#iamverybroken #selfhatred #ocd #ptsd #Dysthymia #suicidalideations #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
505 followers · 37 posts · Server mstdn.socialArtwork by Shawn Coss. Diagnosis are mine all mine. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #SuicidalIdeations #Dysthymia #PTSD #OCD #SelfHatred #IAmVeryBroken
#iamverybroken #selfhatred #ocd #ptsd #Dysthymia #suicidalideations #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent
KiltedQueer :verified_trans: · @KiltedQueer
498 followers · 1184 posts · Server mstdn.party
KiltedQueer :verified_trans: · @KiltedQueer
491 followers · 1258 posts · Server mstdn.party
KiltedQueer :verified_trans: · @KiltedQueer
491 followers · 1265 posts · Server mstdn.party
KiltedQueer :verified_trans: · @KiltedQueer
483 followers · 1227 posts · Server mstdn.partyDid I mention that I also suffer frae Phantosmia, otherwise callit "Olfactory Hallucinations"? And the hits keep a' comin. #IAmVeryBroken #MyBrainIsVeryBroken
#iamverybroken #mybrainisverybroken
KiltedQueer :verified_trans: · @KiltedQueer
477 followers · 1269 posts · Server mstdn.partyI really loathe where I live. Being #queer, #Genderfluid, #Polyamorous, and #Travesti dosnae work here AT ALL. Being a #foreigner and nae attractive also isnae good. Mastodon was a good experiment but I doubt I will stay much longer. Sometimes #depressed people just burn it all doon socially. #IAmVeryBroken
#queer #genderfluid #polyamorous #travesti #foreigner #depressed #iamverybroken