Gah one mostly innocent comment from Carl and I can feel my mind wanting to spiral and overreact. I am once again screaming at my brain to be normal.

The comment: “why do we have so many board games if we never play them?” *in a slightly annoyed tone*

My brain is trying to spin that into he somehow hates me for buying all the board games, then lists off all the other possible reasons he hates me. Ugh #CTPSD is a fucking bitch. #Anxiety #Depression #ActuallyAutistic #IJustWantANormalBrain #Trauma

Luckily it’s almost bedtime bc Dean is a whole ass mood for me rn.