Jezebel: Sex. Celebrity. Politics. With Teeth: Joe Jonas Is Working Overtime to Paint Himself as a Great Dad https://jezebel.com/joe-jonas-is-working-overtime-to-paint-himself-as-a-gre-1850812423 #Jezebel #americanpeopleofgermandescent #entertainmentculture #humaninterest #sophieturner #joejonas #schmoe #jonas #joan #tmz

Jezebel: Sex. Celebrity. Politics. With Teeth: I Demand ABC Ensures Each of the 22 'Golden Bachelor' Contestants Find Long-Lasting Love https://jezebel.com/i-demand-abc-ensures-each-of-the-22-golden-bachelor-con-1850789002?utm_source=regular #Jezebel #entertainmentculture #goldenbachelor #rachellindsay #bryanabasolo #gerryturner #dollyparton #thebachelor #peterkraus #jeanie #susan #cher #joan

joan and NOA craft a stunning remake of "superglue" #2023_08_15 #earmilk #victoria_polsely #indie #pop #japanese #joan #music #noa #superglue

>> https://earmilk.com/2023/08/15/joan-and-noa-craft-a-stunning-remake-of-superglue/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=joan-and-noa-craft-a-stunning-remake-of-superglue

Joan and Carrie from To All the Boys I've Loved Before - kiss when, isn't that right acquaintances? #Joan #JuneBWilde #Carrie #LindaKo

Bon dia i felicitats #Joan #Joana

Matte Magic with Joan Smalls https://www.wacoca.com/videos/1743137/model/

#COLORS #Estee #EsteeLauder #EsteeModels #EsteeStories #Eyes #Face #Joan #joansmalls #Lauder #Lips #Lipstick #LipstickEnvy #makeup #model #Skin #STORY #super #supermodel #ジョアン・スモールズ

The CW to Co-Produce Drama "Joan"; Orders "The Librarians" Spinoff; and Acquires German Drama "The Swarm"

http://www.tv-recaps-reviews.com/2023/05/cw-orders-librarians-spinoff.html #Joan #TheLibrarians #TheSwarm #CW #TheCW

The CW plant Librarians-Spin-off und Serie Joan mit Sophie Turner #TheLibrarians #Joan
https://www.serienjunkies.de/news/plant-librarians-spin-off-serie-118478.html?utm_source=mastodon&utm_medium=social&utm_campaign=News%20(118478)#sjnews

People have tried to insult me before by calling me an #NPC. Obviously, I've ignored such ridiculous claims.

Today, I was proven wrong. 😹​

My #boyfriend was playing #Halo: Reach beside me this morning when he suddenly turns around and shouts, "You're in my #game!!!"

Among the NPCs assisting him on his current mission is Specialist J. #Burgos (the "J" obviously stands for #Joan 😜​). Apparently I'm an enlisted member of the Bulldogs, fighting for humanity and rescuing civilians under the banner of the United Nations Space Command.

So, I may be an NPC, but I'm a badass NPC. I can live with that. 🦸‍♀️​💙​😊​

#HaloReach #UNSC #screenshot #firstPersonShooter

An old friend of #Joan's came to visit. Her boyfriend was busy with one of his other girlfriends tonight, so she indulged her old friend in some "naked sword-fighting." ⚔️​

Then things got out of hand. 🤤​

#FFXIV #anamnesis #lewd #screenshot #nsfw #miqote #catgirl #viera #bunboy

We interrupt our regularly scheduled broadcast to bring you.... BLOOBERRY

#FFXIV #joan #tonberry #glamour #screenshot

One of my favorite jobs to play in #FFXIV, and my favorite DPS #job, is the #samurai. The completed first step of the new #Manderville #relic #weapon is a pretty sleek-looking #katana.

You pull this out during a fight, and your enemies know that they're about to face their doom. Not to mention the fire coming out of my face! It's pretty scary looking. 😈

(Image CW: Spoilers for Final Fantasy XIV: Endwalker, Patch 6.3.5.)

#screenshot #joan

The next #Manderville #relic #weapon I'll show you is my white mage weapon! It's very pretty, and I love that it kind of looks like it's radiating #life energy.

Also, I kinda love that #Joan looks so happy holding it close. I think I'd probably be just as happy if I had a weapon like that in real life, though. 😸​

#FFXIV #screenshot #whiteMage

Y'all liked my post, so that means you want the screenshots.

All 19 of them!

Let's start with my main #raiding #job, #paladin! 💙

My favorite thing about this #weapon set is the wings on the #shield. So far, the new glow for the first stage of the #Manderville #relic weapons are pretty badass!

(CW: Spoilers for Final Fantasy XIV: Endwalker, Patch 6.3.5.)

#FFXIV #joan

Me: "I wanna be #famous one day for my writing!"

Also me: "A lot of people are liking this post I made on #Twitter. Oh no. I'm in danger!"

😅 ☠️​

When I was little, I remember that my mom made me be a part of things that put me in front of national audiences (like the case of children who made inappropriately sexual jokes on Sabado Gigante during the late 1980s).

But I have no emotional memory of what that was like, and that's partly because—due to my #OSDD—I wasn't actually the one present during those things.

This is probably the closest I've gotten to "famous" since then, and holy shit. I did not expect my #anxiety to react so poorly to the sudden rash of attention. And yes, it was positive attention, but my reaction was a kind of terror that it surprised me to experience.

Do I still want to be famous? I dunno. I really don't. But I'll keep doing me and see what happens. If I do become a big-name author one day, I'll just have to cross that bridge when I come to it. And maybe keep a therapist on-call.

#psychology #joan

I'm ready to pick my boyfriend up from work! 😻

#joan #selfie

Savi premiat, savi ignorat. L’economista ecològic #Joan MartínezAlier rep el premi Holberg. Us imagineu @perearagones o ⁦@sanchezcastejon⁩ escoltant la seva saviesa sobre l’ampliació de l’aeroport, hard rock o el 4t cinturó? Felicitat, estimat Alier! https://www.vilaweb.cat/noticies/economista-ecologic-joan-martinez-alier-premi-holberg/

I've been learning a lot about #narcissism lately because of the fact that my last #abuser was a #covert #narcissist.

I've also been well aware of how extensively I was used as a #bulldog and as a #sledgehammer. My abuser would #gaslight and #guilt me into attacking other folks that I had no issue with because they were hurt by the #target (either today or 20 years ago) and deserved some sort of #punishment.

Today I finally found some #insight into my role as a self-serving #enabler, a person who enables others' narcissistic #abuse because, although I too was being #abused (and pretty fucking badly), I received some benefit from the relationship with the narcissist that led me not only to stay but also to throw others under the bus in order to maintain that #toxic #relationship. All because of that perceived benefit.

I'd say "I feel attacked," but I'm taking this pretty seriously because it's a pattern I replayed with my mother earlier in life, enabling her grandiose narcissism by attacking the people who "hurt" her.

What benefit, then, was so important that I was willing to sell my soul for it? My abuser gave me a lot of #attention during a time when I felt incredibly #alone. My abuser also curated and eagerly moderated my relationships with their #friends and #family. And when I didn't or couldn't behave by their standards, they pulled away, often taking their friends and family with them and #isolating me in a state where I didn't really have the #spoons left (due to the #abuse) to build any relationships away from them.

My abuser used this power to great effect once I decided I was no longer tolerating or #enabling their behavior, cutting me off from everyone I'd known and cared about and #lying about their abuse of me, claiming instead that I was the abuser and they the #victim (they've had a long-standing pattern of #victimization by practically everyone in their life, whether or not these people were actually #abusive).

It took a very, very long time to rid myself of the now-#internalized belief that I was to #blame for everything that had happened to me, and I couldn't have done it without my friends and the #mental #health #professionals that treated me.

Having been responsible for hurting so many others because of my fear of losing all of the social connections and relationships that my abuser moderated sucks to know. I've apologized to some of the folks I hurt in my enabling of my abusers narcissistic abuse of others, but there's many more who I'll never get the chance to apologize to. And these folks have the absolute right to not want me in their lives ever again. Enablers are awful people sometimes, and I was pretty fucking awful when my abuser demanded it. I can #empathize with myself, but none of this excuses me, and I am owed nothing by those I've hurt for my own benefit within a toxic relationship.

I don't know when, if ever, I'll be able to wholly #forgive myself either. Maybe one day, but only by keeping the energy I have now and continuing to #grow as the person I've decided to be going forward, during this novel (for me) absence of narcissists in my life. And by making amends by raising up and serving those around me now to the best of my ability.

#Healing is a long, painful road, and it's hard to imagine what its end may look like. Maybe it never reaches one. I can live with that.

#joan #psychology

joan don't want you to feel like a 'loner' in new single #2023_03_08 #earmilk #victoria_polsely #indie #pop #alt_pop #joan #loner #superglue

>> https://earmilk.com/2023/03/08/joan-dont-want-you-to-feel-like-a-loner-in-new-single/

she died for our sins #JeanneDArc #Joan #SaintJoan #SaintJeanne #JoanDArc #JoanOfArc #martyr #crucified #BurnedAtTheStake #BurnedAlive