Papigoe :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
740 followers · 2200 posts · Server mstdn.social
Aye. Art by Shawn Coss #MentalHealth #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #Dysthymia #OCPD #SuicidalIdeations #SelfLoathing #SelfPunishment
#selfpunishment #selfloathing #suicidalideations #ocpd #Dysthymia #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #mentalhealth
Papigoe :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
738 followers · 2079 posts · Server mstdn.socialSo often I will talk tae someone fully forgetting that nobody gies a wee shite wut I havtae sae. #RejectionSensitivityDysphoria is just fucking lovely. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #Dysthymia #SelfLoathing
#selfloathing #Dysthymia #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #rejectionsensitivitydysphoria
Papigoe :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
714 followers · 1795 posts · Server mstdn.social@LeatherCubAndrew Ahm wi ye. #GenderFluid #Trans #Pansexual #Kinkster #Fetish #FetLife #Neurodivergent #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #Dysthymia #OCPD #PTSD #SuicidalIdeations #ExtremeSelfLoathing.
#extremeselfloathing #suicidalideations #ptsd #ocpd #Dysthymia #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #neurodivergent #fetlife #fetish #kinkster #pansexual #Trans #genderfluid
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
705 followers · 1695 posts · Server mstdn.socialWell I've discontinued my mental health care. Sacked both my therapist (#7) and my psychiatrist (#2). Let the fun begin! #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #Dysthymia #PTSD #OCPD #SuicidalIdeations #SelfLoathing
#selfloathing #suicidalideations #ocpd #ptsd #Dysthymia #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
679 followers · 1430 posts · Server mstdn.social
Ah will suffer alongside ye but ye must NEVER count on meh. Ah nae really know how much longer mah monsters will let meh live. Art by Shawn Coss #MentalHealthAwareness #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #Suicidalideations #Dysthymia #OCPD #SelfLoathing
#selfloathing #ocpd #Dysthymia #suicidalideations #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #mentalhealthawareness
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
641 followers · 991 posts · Server mstdn.socialI want desperately tae fall in #love, but no sabotage it when it is returnit. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #SelfLoathing #MyBrainIsVeryBroken
#mybrainisverybroken #selfloathing #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #love
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
639 followers · 948 posts · Server mstdn.socialI look at my 57 year auld face and body and then look at the photos of beautiful women and men and realise that I wasnae ever in the running, and ahm fair certain ahmno now. I swear I curse mah deceased mum for giesing me birth. #PissPoorGenes #Ugly #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #SelfLoathing #TheTruthHurts.
#thetruthhurts #selfloathing #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #ugly #pisspoorgenes
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
615 followers · 604 posts · Server mstdn.social@louche_librarian I suffer frae several mental illnesses. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent and #SuicidalIdeations for over 40 year. Add #Dysthemia #OCPD #PTSD and severe #SelfLoathing (Everything is well diagnosed). There are many times that I get this way...I hae nae control over it. My Psychotherapist and Psychiatrist hae me on both a treatment plan and safety plan. 3 attempts, one VERY close tae success (damnit), and ahv lost count of the times ahv been detained fur it lol.
#selfloathing #ptsd #ocpd #dysthemia #suicidalideations #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
615 followers · 604 posts · Server mstdn.socialI've never known #joy or lasting #happiness. What passes for that in my brain is distraction, amusement, and at best a lack of impact...neutral. Before you call me #emo or dramatic, I hae a very broke brain and suffer several mental illnesses. Anyone else oot there like me? I fucking hope nae. #MentalHealth #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #Dysthymia, #PTSD, #OCPD #SuicidalIdeations, #SevereSelfLoathig. #IAmVeryBroken #YouCanNotHelp
#youcannothelp #iamverybroken #severeselfloathig #suicidalideations #ocpd #ptsd #Dysthymia #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #mentalhealth #emo #happiness #joy
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
610 followers · 539 posts · Server mstdn.socialI think I finally got it thru mah #Psychiatrist heid that my #SuicidalIDeations and extreme #SelfHatred innae gaen anywhere, hence untreatable. I want tae attempt tae enjoy life whatever that means, but I will always want suicide as an option. I think she finally gets it. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent, #Dysthymia #OCPD #PTSD #Neurodivergent #IAmVeryBroken #YouShouldReallyRun
#youshouldreallyrun #iamverybroken #neurodivergent #ptsd #ocpd #Dysthymia #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #selfhatred #suicidalideations #psychiatrist
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
607 followers · 465 posts · Server mstdn.social
FUCK...Ah miss Layne Staley so much. Ah miss Mike Starr, Chris Cornell, and Kurt Cobain. When the tide, hour, and moon is right, ahl come a'lookin fur ye. All artwork by Shawn Coss #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #Dyshymia #OCPD #SuicidalIdeations #IAmVeryBroken #LetMeGo
#letmego #iamverybroken #suicidalideations #ocpd #dyshymia #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
550 followers · 95 posts · Server mstdn-social.social.shrimpcam.pw
Artwork by Shawn Coss. Diagnosis are mine all mine. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #SuicidalIdeations #Dysthymia #PTSD #OCD #SelfHatred #IAmVeryBroken
#iamverybroken #selfhatred #ocd #ptsd #Dysthymia #suicidalideations #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
505 followers · 37 posts · Server mstdn.socialArtwork by Shawn Coss. Diagnosis are mine all mine. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #SuicidalIdeations #Dysthymia #PTSD #OCD #SelfHatred #IAmVeryBroken
#iamverybroken #selfhatred #ocd #ptsd #Dysthymia #suicidalideations #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent
KiltedQueer :verified_trans: · @KiltedQueer
492 followers · 1255 posts · Server mstdn.party
KiltedQueer :verified_trans: · @KiltedQueer
491 followers · 1265 posts · Server mstdn.party
KiltedQueer :verified_trans: · @KiltedQueer
487 followers · 1215 posts · Server mstdn.partyNae sleeping fa shite. Really donnae wan tae up mah Seroquel, but may havtae. #depression #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent
#depression #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent
KiltedQueer :verified_trans: · @KiltedQueer
483 followers · 1224 posts · Server mstdn.partyOK people. My brains is broken as fuck and everything I say I hae, hae been diagnosed. I don't like it, I didnae ask fur it, and yer well meaning platitudes wilnae change a whit. If that is wut ye got fur meh, then please get tae fuck wi all haste. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #dysthymia #SuicidalThoughts #OCD #PTSD #CrabbitWeeScottishCunt
#majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #dysthymia #suicidalthoughts #ocd #ptsd #crabbitweescottishcunt
KiltedQueer :verified_trans: · @KiltedQueer
481 followers · 1217 posts · Server mstdn.party
I suffer frae Catastrophisation and this is what it looks and feels like. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #SuicidalIdeations #Dysthymia Art by Shawn Coss
#majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #suicidalideations #dysthymia
KiltedQueer :verified_trans: · @KiltedQueer
478 followers · 1269 posts · Server mstdn.party#MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent with extreme #selfhatred is: "Hi, I hae a friend that would love tae meet ye."
"I wudnae recommend that love, I am a poor life decision."
An the solitude continues.
#majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #selfhatred
KiltedQueer :verified_trans: · @KiltedQueer
466 followers · 1532 posts · Server mstdn.partyAbsolutely neutral mood tae moderate suicidal thoughts. in approximately 2 minutes. NAE TRIGGER, it just happens that way sometime. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent #SuicidalIdeations #IAmVeryBroken #988
#majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #suicidalideations #iamverybroken