periodic introduction i'm #paranoid #depressed #anxious #brilliant #creative #CryingInside on the #spectrum (just a little) with traces of #ocd probably #adhd definitely #cptsd from #MaleSurvivor issues #stuck #ManicSuppressive #medicated #lazy #selfish #grumpy #intuitive #sensitive #AntiSocial #scattered good day to you
any idea why i can't stop #TeethGrinding? i mean while awake not in my sleep i will regret this #post can't bring myself to say #toot this one is #compulsive
#paranoid #depressed #anxious #brilliant #creative #cryinginside #Spectrum #ocd #adhd #cptsd #malesurvivor #stuck #manicsuppressive #medicated #lazy #selfish #grumpy #Intuitive #sensitive #antisocial #scattered #teethgrinding #post #toot #compulsive
I moved to my own instance, so new introduction post:
I am Eric Jennings (he/him) #invocateur, #poet. my experiences as a #MaleSurvivor of #ChildhoodSexualAbuse inform my work. i write #invocations, #poetry, #memoir, #CNF, #ExperimentalWriting, and other shit. i am a #photographer and #GraphicArtist. i live in #OaklandCA. i make #SlowCore #music
You can also find me @existotherwise which is the account for my Lit & Art Journal, Exist Otherwise.
#invocateur #poet #malesurvivor #childhoodsexualabuse #invocations #poetry #memoir #cnf #experimentalwriting #photographer #graphicartist #oaklandca #slowcore #music
thinking about attending a #Butoh workshop in SF in a couple months. wish i had the opportunity a long time ago. there are so many things i missed out on by hiding myself from the world for so long
i say i have #NoRegrets because i like my life now, but i have many. am i lying? no, both things can be true
#MaleSurvivor #csa #depression #BeyondSurvival #ItHappensToBoys
#butoh #noregrets #malesurvivor #csa #depression #beyondsurvival #ithappenstoboys
Intro: #writer #VisualArtist #patamystic
#editor of #ExistOtherwise #LitJournal
#editor of #FrightenTheHorses Lit Journal
Fond of #ExperimentalWriting #poetry #haiku #essay #scripts #flash #CNF #photography esp. #BlackAndWhite
Banner is a white background with partial fragments of large black letters
Avatar is a ghostly headshot photo of a bald male with Butoh white makeup. The eyes contain no pupils.
#BlackAndWhite #photography #cnf #flash #scripts #essay #haiku #poetry #experimentalwriting #csasurvivor #malesurvivor #claudecahun #muse #frightenthehorses #litjournal #existotherwise #editor #patamystic #visualartist #writer
Obviously, I am not a #LitJournal, I am a #person. My name is Eric Jennings (he/him).
I am a #writer and #VisualArtist. My experiences as a #MaleSurvivor of #SexualVictimization informs my work.
I am also known as: #ErwinDink #ccbovarysme and #patamystic.
#litjournal #person #writer #VisualArtist #malesurvivor #sexualvictimization #erwindink #ccbovarysme #patamystic
as a #MaleSurvivor of #SexualVictimization I often want to use the tag #MenToo but I rarely do because it has largely been appropriated by "Men's Rights" misogynists.
I'm pro #hashtag and I use a lot of them but I also see the flaws when using them.
what's an alternative?
#malesurvivor #sexualvictimization #mentoo #hashtag
Introduction:
i am Eric Jennings aka Erwin Dink aka cc bovarisme (he/him) - #invocateur, #poet, #imagist
my experiences as a #MaleSurvivor of #CSA #ChildhoodSexualAbuse informs my work
i write #invocations, #poetry, #memoir, #CNF, #ExperimentalWriting, #scripts, and other things
i am also a #photographer, #GraphicArtist, and #illustrator
i live in #EastBay #OaklandCA
#invocateur #poet #imagist #malesurvivor #csa #childhoodsexualabuse #invocations #poetry #memoir #cnf #experimentalwriting #scripts #photographer #graphicartist #illustrator #EastBay #oaklandca
a quick search for #MaleSurvivor and #MaleSurvivors gets no results. i know search here is limited. so i intend to sporadically post content with those tags in the hope of connecting with other men who are survivors of #csa and #SexualVictimization
i was silent about my abuse for 30+ years. it was only after breaking that silence that i was able to heal
we are not alone. you are not alone. recovery is possible. healing happens. there is life #BeyondSurvival
#malesurvivor #malesurvivors #csa #sexualvictimization #beyondsurvival
Several years ago a group of male survivors began a tradition of changing our profile pictures on Christmas Eve with photos of lit candles.
To all the men and boys out there still struggling, please know that you are not alone.
All the darkness in the world can't drown out the light of one small candle. There are a lot of candles out there.