I don't really have the disposition to be an #organizer or #mobilizer. I'm good at fawning and mirroring and #empathy, so people think I am, but none of it's authentic, so it leaves me drained and lonely and exacerbates my #MentalIllness. Honestly, while there are some good, authentic organizers, most I've met are, at best, fake, and at worst, narcissistic. I maybe could be an organizer if I had the right emotional support, but I don't really think that exists