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Surazeus · @Surazeus
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Understand Everyone Else

Since everyone always misunderstands me
I try to understand everyone else
but I get so lost in the maze of myths
I see only myself in mirror eyes
till I become the ambiguous ghost
of every person who has ever lived.

surazeus.blogspot.com/2023/06/

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Surazeus · @Surazeus
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Beauty Of Each Soul

When the star pool of our infinite eyes
weighs my mortality with mirror stone
I feel strange majesty of sparkling rain
enhance frail nothingness of my soul being,
so I sing elegies no one can hear
for all the people killed in senseless wars.

surazeus.blogspot.com/2023/05/

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Surazeus · @Surazeus
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I Make My Self

When I lurch forth on my journey of life
I do not find myself, I make my Self
from fragments of memories blind angels lost
to piece together my own character
from tattered spirits of old undead gods
till I become weird idol of my soul.

surazeus.blogspot.com/2023/05/

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Surazeus · @Surazeus
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Drink Blood Of Apples

My face has turned so white with joyful angst
I disappear in marble statue core,
yet leave my name, and dates of birth and death,
carved into hard flesh of the universe
so when I walk away from my own tomb
only my voice remains as wordless wind.

surazeus.blogspot.com/2023/05/

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Surazeus · @Surazeus
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God Is The Human Mask

God is delusion of the traumatized
who seek to understand their suffering
by inventing some supernatural being
who controls the universe with his mind
when he designs atoms to form our souls
and gives us free will to perform his play.

surazeus.blogspot.com/2023/05/

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Surazeus · @Surazeus
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God Eye Of Infinity

We each live alone with our memories
since no one else can experience them
alone in silence of vanishing years
that dissipate in dust of afternoons,
so I give my children recondite keys
that open doors to psychic mysteries.

surazeus.blogspot.com/2023/05/

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Surazeus · @Surazeus
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Nothing Of The Mind

Out of all the bustling towns in the world
where I never imagined I might live
I enjoy living in this soul-weird town
where faceless people hide their angel wings
to prove they are not demons in disguise
by singing about sweet horror of life.

surazeus.blogspot.com/2023/05/

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Surazeus · @Surazeus
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Child Of The Gypsy Jester

When nobody opens the door of hope
I turn to gaze out the window of thought
to review my journey on path of faith
forever lost in dark forest of fear
till I stop and wonder if anything
is real beyond blurred vision of my eyes.

surazeus.blogspot.com/2023/05/

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Surazeus · @Surazeus
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How We Survive World Wars

When I spring from my American life,
after being nailed to the train boxcar
where I hang for ninety-seven years,
I will sing about everything I see
while traveling mute from sea to shining sea
so you can dream how we survive world wars.

surazeus.blogspot.com/2023/05/

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Surazeus · @Surazeus
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How To Sing Truth

When I spring from my American life,
after being nailed to the train boxcar
where I hang for ninety-seven years,
I will sing about everything I see
while traveling mute from sea to shining sea
so you can dream how we survive world wars.

surazeus.blogspot.com/2023/05/

#poem #poetry #pastoral #Necropastoral #metamodernism #romanticism #MetaRomanticism #americandream #symbolism #existentialism #surrealism #NegativeCapability #NewGnosticism #MetaRealism #nationalpoetrymonth

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Surazeus · @Surazeus
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I Act To Change Fates

Since I like to celebrate being alive
as voiceless god who stares down from glow cloud
I calculate karma debt I still owe
to innocent people killed by the gun
as if I am neurons blasting in space
while watching sheep in misty mountain vale.

surazeus.blogspot.com/2023/05/

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Surazeus · @Surazeus
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Void Of Everywhere

I walk into clear mirror of my mind
to become each ancestor of my genes
whose psychic energy fuels my weird quest
to grow beyond strict mindset of their fear
which enforces blind obedience of faith
as I leap into void of everywhere.

surazeus.blogspot.com/2023/05/

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Surazeus · @Surazeus
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Beautiful Horror Of Death

Charlotte stops on the wagon-rutted road
in the wheatfield west of low pine-spiked hills,
and watches sunlight gleam gold in thin puddles
splattered by raindrops after thunderstorm
explains that nothing matters in her heart,
then

surazeus.blogspot.com/2023/05/

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Surazeus · @Surazeus
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Our Red-Haired King

Because I go to see our red-haired king
who rules America now in exile,
the cow in the meadow where sparrows sing
asks me to conceal her nuclear stockpile,
so I ride blind mule to Jerusalem
to confiscate the jeweled diadem.

surazeus.blogspot.com/2023/05/

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Surazeus · @Surazeus
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Preserve Our World View

Though we cannot preserve our consciousness
we can preserve our flesh bodies with genes,
and we can preserve our world view with words
so something of us lives after our death,
our children who have their own consciousness
and poems that record how we perceive life.

surazeus.blogspot.com/2023/05/

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Surazeus · @Surazeus
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Nowhere In America

I belong nowhere in America
for my ancestors came to this land
four hundred years ago on sailing ships
to escape attack of the fascist crown
enforcing strict rules of religious hate
so I can live free from their thought control.

surazeus.blogspot.com/2023/05/

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Surazeus · @Surazeus
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Thought Criminals

I want to hang out in Elysium
to talk about life with Thought Criminals
who want to redefine strict social norms
that control how people choose to behave
as we dance with Lucifer in the rain
because civilization will collapse.

surazeus.blogspot.com/2023/05/

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Surazeus · @Surazeus
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Pain Of Happiness

If spell-binding sun-glitter of weird love
reveals the secret cabin of mute fear
where I hide in gloomy woods of my heart
will you blaze seductive path of desire
to penetrate enchantment of despair
where I feel safe from pain of happiness?

surazeus.blogspot.com/2023/05/

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Surazeus · @Surazeus
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Soyi Ponders Why
© Surazeus

Clasping hot cup of mocha in cold hands,
Soyi huddles in old creaky wood chair,
wrapped in tattered wool blanket and worn boots,
and gazes out smudged window laced with frost
at empty meadow by blue sparkling stream
where snowflakes swirl around bare willow tree.

surazeus.blogspot.com/2023/05/

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Surazeus · @Surazeus
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Mask Of Ariel
© Surazeus
2023 05 03

I try to grasp flowing water with hands
hungry to comprehend sparkle of hope
that seethes with dangerous energy of lust
urging forward motion of my frail body
till I fall battered and wounded in shade,
shuddering with horror at beauty of light.

surazeus.blogspot.com/2023/05/

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