We must stand up some of the time. ... apathy is the greatest obstacle. ... We must not forget that if we try nothing, nothing changes. ... not forget that our words and actions must follow each other.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oUJ3IVyojPU

#changes #overwhelmed #numbness #denial #concerns

@joshsusser I don’t know if #AutisticBurnout is the same for everyone. For me, I associate it with #emotional and #mental #numbness. Simple things become difficult. I’m in a fog. I just want to curl up in bed, in the dark, and … zone out.

And when pressed into this state, I will quite literally declare to inquisitors to stop, go away, the doctor is out. I can push to be able to get basic parenting and work tasks done but it delays recovery. #ActuallyAutistic #AutisticAF @actuallyautistic

A #macophotography shot of #Sichuanpeppercorns, which are native to the #Sichuan region of #China and is used in China and elsewhere as a #seasoning. Called #Huājiāo in Sichuan, the actual dried, black #berry is #tasteless and useless. All the #flavor is in the dried #husk of the #berry, which has a #spicy, #juniper, #citrus flavor and induces some #numbness in the #tongue.
The many #colors of the husks and berries are very dramatic.
https://heronfox.pixels.com/featured/sichuan-peppercorns-macro-2-heron-and-fox.html

The layers of #pain in my case of #EDS. So many #layers that you forget that they are all there until you get a #reprieve .
-electrical #buzzing feeling thru body.
- #ache in all #joints.
-feeling of laying down on a full body #bruise .
- #dislocating kneecap whever bend leg in sleep or not in sleep.
- #stabbing pain (sciatica?) in hips.
-stabbing pain and #numbness in shoulders.
-stabbing pain in lower legs.
-deep ache in both legs
-dislocating wings.
Thats just the #normal , everyday stuff.

Approximately half of people with type 1 or type 2 #diabetes experience #peripheral #neuropathy—weakness, #numbness, and #pain, primarily in the hands and feet.
#Neuroscience #Biology #Medical #sflorg
https://www.sflorg.com/2023/01/ns01262301.html

"Like all types of trauma, sexual traumas are visible in their secondary symptoms, even without any recollection of any such event (as is often the case with trauma). Although these vary according to the type and severity of the trauma, there are a number of phenomena that can be seen as physical as well as psychological warning signals for the presence of sexual traumatization:

- anxieties that cannot be attributed to circumstances (e.g., not being able to turn off the light in bed at night),
- problems falling asleep, combined with symptoms such as headaches,
- trouble sleeping through the night, startling in their sleep,
- nightmares about evil monsters,
- wetting and defecating during sleep,
- hypersensitivity to #touch,
- #eczema around the mouth,
- inflammation of the genital and anal areas,
- #bladder infections,
- pain when emptying the bladder or bowels,
- constipation and #diarrhea,
- #gingivitis,
- strong bad breath,
- teeth grinding (#bruxism) and ear whistling (#tinnitus),
- sore throat,
- #tonsillitis,
- shallow #breath, shortness of breath,
- back, hip and leg pain,
- severe muscle tension in the pelvic floor area,
- severe pain during sexual intercourse,
- vaginal cramps,
- #dissociation during intercourse or orgasm,
- #disgust with sex,
- #impotence,
- #numbness below the line of the navel,
- disgust for food resembling semen and mucus,
- compulsive washing,
- heavy consumption of #nicotine and #alcohol,
- high consumption of sedatives, sleeping pills, laxatives,
- use of drugs such as #cannabis, #heroin and #cocaine,
- chronic dejection,
- #concentration problems at school or during work,
- #memory lapses and memory disorders,
- extreme attachment,
- extreme withdrawal,
- sudden outbursts of #anger, hostility and aggressiveness,
- yelling and raving,
- self-injurious behavior,
- rejection of one's own body,
- rejection of one's gender role as male or female,
- fear of orgasm,
- inability to have prolonged partner relationships,
- distancing and shamelessness,
- promiscuity,
- prostitution,
- lying, cheating, concealment,
- delinquency and criminality,
- states of confusion with delusions,
- the feeling of going crazy."

-- Dr. Franz Ruppert: Love, Lust and Trauma (2019)

https://www.greenballoonbooks.co.uk/franz-ruppert/love-lust-trauma/

#ptsd #trauma

Like all types of trauma, sexual traumas are visible in their secondary symptoms, even without any recollection of any such event (as is often the case with trauma). Although these vary according to the type and severity of the trauma, there are a number of phenomena that can be seen as physical as well as psychological warning signals for the presence of sexual traumatization:

- anxieties that cannot be attributed to circumstances (e.g., not being able to turn off the light in bed at night),
- problems falling asleep, combined with symptoms such as headaches,
- trouble sleeping through the night, startling in their sleep,
- nightmares about evil monsters,
- wetting and defecating during sleep,
- hypersensitivity to #touch,
- #eczema around the mouth,
- inflammation of the genital and anal areas,
- #bladder infections,
- pain when emptying the bladder or bowels,
- constipation and #diarrhea,
- #gingivitis,
- strong bad breath,
- teeth grinding (#bruxism) and ear whistling (#tinnitus),
- sore throat,
- #tonsillitis,
- shallow #breath, shortness of breath,
- back, hip and leg pain,
- severe muscle tension in the pelvic floor area,
- severe pain during sexual intercourse,
- vaginal cramps,
- #dissociation during intercourse or orgasm,
- #disgust with sex,
- #impotence,
- #numbness below the line of the navel,
- disgust for food resembling semen and mucus,
- compulsive washing,
- heavy consumption of #nicotine and #alcohol,
- high consumption of sedatives, sleeping pills, laxatives,
- use of drugs such as #cannabis, #heroin and #cocaine,
- chronic dejection,
- #concentration problems at school or during work,
- #memory lapses and memory disorders,
- extreme attachment,
- extreme withdrawal,
- sudden outbursts of #anger, hostility and aggressiveness,
- yelling and raving,
- self-injurious behavior,
- rejection of one's own body,
- rejection of one's gender role as male or female,
- fear of orgasm,
- inability to have prolonged partner relationships,
- distancing and shamelessness,
- promiscuity,
- prostitution,
- lying, cheating, concealment,
- delinquency and criminality,
- states of confusion with delusions,
- the feeling of going crazy."

Dr. Franz Ruppert: Love, Lust and Trauma (2019)

https://www.greenballoonbooks.co.uk/franz-ruppert/love-lust-trauma/ #ptsd #trauma

I am so frustrated by the tingly and numbness that I’ve had recently. Shooting down my arms to my fingertips. It was getting better and then I got #covid and it’s now much worse. Anyone else with #multiplesclerosis deal with this and find something that makes it go away? Usually I just wait it out. #fums #PwMS #numbness #chronicillness

@Alyshelchi I'm ADHD, I have Bipolar Illness, and I'm investigating the cause of debilitating symptoms of #fatigue, #numbness, and #doublevision.

We found two 'masses' this week, one in my sinus and one in my #breast. Waiting for #biopsy results on the breast.

As much as I've wanted an explanation, I don't think cancer registered as a possibility. Watch me as I get ahead of myself.

My kids are NT 6 and Autistic 3.5. I've been out of work a year. I'm in for giving and receiving support.

painting process:
https://youtu.be/HD_uCXjSA2c
ww.tiktok.com/@audranasa/video/7106048969981103365
https://odysee.com/@Audranasa:5/0603:c
https://rumble.com/v17hgwp-drawing-process.html

#draw #drawing #paint #painting #digital #digitalart #art #artwork #artprocess #timelapse #speedpaint #portrait #photoshop #soldier #tired #war #warzone #ukraine #numb #numbness #attrition #exhaustion #face #deadtired #dead #dirt #dirty #grimy

#Numbness - The condition of being numb; that state of a living body in which it loses, wholly or in part, the power of feeling or motion.