It doesn't feel like there's a "real me". I feel like nothing. People ask me questions about myself and my mind goes blank because there's nothing to me that exists independent of others or their interactions or perceptions.

#sadposting #sadpost #clusterbbitch #clusterbbitches #mentalillness #mentalhealth #bpd #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #clusterb #clusterbpersonalitydisorder #clusterbpersonalitydisorders

I have #borderlinepersonalitydisorder and I feel empty inside. Where most people have a stable, internally-derived sense of self, I have a black hole, a gaping bottomless pit remaining unchanged as it insatiably consumes every particle of affirmation or encouragement anyone wastes on me.

#sadposting #sadpost #clusterbbitch #clusterbbitches #mentalillness #mentalhealth #bpd #borderline #clusterb #clusterbpersonalitydisorder #clusterbpersonalitydisorders

Yo es que me siento como un árbol en medio de la tormenta, donde el viento es el tiempo, y todos se mueven a mi alrededor mientras yo solo sigo plantado ahí en medio, sin saber que hacer, ni a donde voy a ir, cada vez más perdido, y sin nada que me motive lo suficiente. Y hasta aquí mi #sadpost de hoy, tengan una buena tarde. :ablobcatcoffee: