Meeting someone whose life is totally different from my own but in all the ways I wish my life could have been is such a strange experience.
I feel as though I have nothing in common with this person, yet I want to be close to them, as though proximity will confer some sort of glamor or worthiness onto me, some proof that, perhaps with just a slightly different twist of fate, I could have been permitted into that golden world they're part of.
Yet I also feel vaguely creepy about this attraction, because I feel like I'm romanticizing another person's trauma? But I've always envied the people with visible scars, when my own are too deeply hidden and so easily disregarded and dismissed.
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I just want to be so close to her. I want to spend day and night hugging her, touching her, being so close I can't breathe any rhythm but hers, so close. my heart beats faster than one can imagine while she touches my hair.
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