I really only would consider 3 people as really close to my heart and am only blood related to one of them.

The HRT helps me not only from a gender dysphoria perspective but also with an illness which is assumpted to be linked to hormonal imbalances .

I've just thought I post this in case other #schizoid people reading this and to raise awareness what we are.

(It's often confused with schizophrenia and affected have to deal with own kind of misconceptions)

I had earlier a wee bit darker wording as you're used to read from me. The people who know me a wee bit probably have perceived me as dead shy but otherwise more positive person.

Well the people who know me very well would tell different ans especially the people who had mostly contact pre transition would call me a very negative person.

Being schizoid is connected with an emotional empty feeling and some may call us cold.

#schizoid #hrt

"Check out Schizoid's self titled 25 year best of celebration this September 2023 on D-Trash Records. All the digital hardcore meets metal sounds you remember from Schiz over these last decades spanning half a dozen albums, given the 2023 remastering job by Steve Hyperdriver. Includes a bonus disc of unreleased remixes from Atari Teenage Riot, Hansel, Agnostic Front, Candiru, Nwodtlem. Will be available on Bandcamp + Spotify to enjoy."

#schizoid #digitalhardcore #theschizoid #dtrashrecords

I haven't taken something to block dihydrotestosterone this morning.

The interesting thing was that I started to lose focus at first and my thoughts became just wild at around 11 or 12 o'clock

Then around 14:00 I started to feel a distant sadness and then welcomed this known non-feeling/void.

At 17:00 I found some spare tablets and around 19:00 feelings became a thing again.

#schizoid #personalitydisorder

I posting this for no reason whatsoever

https://socratic.org/questions/whats-the-difference-between-schizoid-schizoaffective-schizotypal-and-schizophre

#schizoid #PersonalityDisorder

Can we have some hype for a well accomplished level 40?! This dude just did the laundry, dusted, vacuumed and changed the bed sheets all in one day!

Pretty monumental for me, as I can usually not get myself to do any of those things.

#mentalhealth #schizoid #success

Do you also have issues to stay in touch with friends or is it just my SPD that makes it hard for me to reach out or be willing to socialise?

#Schizoid #SPD #PersonalityDisorder

What's a side effect is that with the new dose the connection with the void seems even more broken.

I seem to develop more connection to life as such and feel less the need to avoid people.

I'm also getting more emotional but not in a psychotic way but in a more common way.

It may sound odd to neurotypical people but feeling to lose part of a personality disorder feels scary for my.

#schizoid

I found this meme in a selfhelp group and lovrd it way to much. #schizoid

Ah shit...

https://www.caringfortheages.com/article/S1526-4114(08)60024-4/fulltext

#MentalHeath #PersonalityDisorder #schizoid

On January 6, 1982 Schizoid debuted in Colombia. Here’s a portrait of Klaus Kinski to to celebrate!
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#Schizoid #Schizoid1981 #PyschologicalHorror #KlausKinski #HorrorMovies #HorrorArt #TCMUnderground #1980s #80sHorrorMovies #PenDrawing #CultCinema #Art #MovieArt #MovieHistory

双子だ😳

OC: patreon.com/schizoid

#gay #twins #schizoid
#ゲイ #エッチ

OC: patreon.com/schizoid

#gay #schizoid
#ゲイ #エッチ

dropping #schizocore as a #schizospec ONLY tag because 'schizoposting' shit is always non schizos.

sane people touch this tag and ill stomp you to death with my hooves.

[more tags: #schizotypal #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #schizoid #schizophreniform #schizophreniaspectrum #stpd #szpd #madpride]

Die #Unterscheidung zwischen #empirisch und #transzendental als eine #Perspektive, die die auf #Ebene von #Was-#Frage(n) #selbstverständlich(e) #Negation eines #transzendental(en) #Vermeidungsirrtum(s) als #schizoid #symptom(atisiert).

#Befreiend(es) #Erlebnis der #schrankenlos(en) #Beziehungsmöglichkeit zwischen #Mensch und #Umwelt.

#AbyWarburg #Perspektivität #Identität

Aby #Warburg - #Schlangenritual, ein #Reisebericht, S.12 f.