#entretien #littérature #autofiction #InventerLeDésir #CamilleLaurens #MathiasEnard
#book #literature #selfwriting #RadioFrance

https://www.gallimard.fr/Catalogue/GALLIMARD/Quarto/Voix-contemporaines/Inventer-le-desir

https://www.radiofrance.fr/franceculture/podcasts/l-entretien-litteraire-de-mathias-enard/l-ecriture-de-soi-entretien-avec-la-romanciere-camille-laurens-5437208

#selfwriting
I suddenly recalled my experience of childhood #bullying, which was a complex social-psycho issue.

The child (and often adult) being bullied is sometimes criticized as not being brave. The adult being bullied in the office arena are sometimes being considered as “you look stressful recently”.

#mentalhealth #trauma

Diminish the internal #oppression, towards whatever thyself or others, from your inner heart.

You will be liberated from the post trauma disorder. #OCD #PTSD #mentalhealth #selfwriting

I found I was suddenly re-ignited to do a hobby that I used to do when I was a teenager:

Learning #languages ( no matter human or computer languages) , but usually learning the pronunciation and some grammar.

#asperger #selfwriting

Thus one of the solution and resistance to the poisoning of our languages is, to practice speaking, especially to practice writing, constantly.

Keep this exercise, do the exercise of trying to say/write your own words — the words from your real mind — not the words from the propaganda, from the popularity.

Do until you take back the control of your words, your language. You say/write words which reflect your real thoughts.

#selfwriting #healing

However, expression is hard.

It’s easy to isolate someone and to block one’s information channels (blind one’s eyes).

It’s easy to forbid and poison the languages one uses.

Thus he/she can’t speak. He/she doesn’t know what to speak, how to speak and whom to speak.

#selfwriting

This is very touching question for me.

Besides playing with *nix stuff, learning languages, it also should be writing.

writing is a form of expressing. expression is healing, helping the integrity of one’s personality.

The *nix and FOSS world provide me the physical premise of this integrity and freedom (as in information and spirituality).

Languages provide me the transport of this integrity.

Bow it’s time to express my thoughts and understanding of myself and the world.

#selfwriting

#askfediverse :
In the past #2020, is there something unstoppable for you to do obsessively?

#selfwriting

One approach to work with #OCD: play freely, aimlessly and un-orderly.
#selfwriting

I think I really should write something on myself, and for myself, particularly the thoughts, idea, #ideology that i hold...the #OCD and trauma that I am with, as I had been taking much much time to try to achieve/obtain #freedom.

Now I think I had obtained the most premise for freedom. It’s time to enjoy and apply my freedom.

Since writing is the minimal freedom of a person.

#selfwriting