I just rang my sister's phone to hear her voice again. "Hi, it's Nat's phone, leave a message"

Need to figure out how to save it as her prepay plan about to expire completely I think.

#grief #loss #SiblingLoss

Matariki, and the build up to it, has had my sister on my mind even more than usual. I had a wee cry, lit every candle in the house and then pulled my phone out of my pocket. There were the words I said at her funeral on the screen. Sure, I probably just put my phone in my pocket with the screen on and scrolled along to that page, but it was a hell of a co-incidence.

I miss her so very much.

#grief #siblingloss #loss #matariki

Oh look I am still writing about death.
“Grief turns us all into vultures. We sift our loved ones’ affects looking for something to hold on to, or try to discover a new facet of their personality that we never got to know. But what if what we find is an aspect of themselves they weren’t yet aware of?”

https://www.orderofthegooddeath.com/article/grief-turns-us-all-into-vultures/

#grief #death #loss #adhd #neurodivergent #SiblingLoss

RT @criminographer@twitter.com

Even in the worst of grief pits there is still some sparkling of joy. Today's is that he was so desperate to see his much-loved sister when she woke up. Alexander was the same with F. Thanks to all who hold me upright during the worst of the pits. X #grief #childloss #siblingloss

🐦🔗: https://twitter.com/criminographer/status/1594688296487391237