I am so over being #alone. I hate it.

I have sworn off #DatingApps because (a) they’re useless and (b) they’re full of bots, scammers, misogynists and creeps. BUT today I was so desperate, I went to have a look.

(Don’t worry, I always read the bad reviews on apps before I download so there was no chance of me actually downloading one.)

The thing is this: I am a #SociallyAnxious, #shy #introvert who cannot talk to people IRL unless they talk to me first because I don’t want to impose myself on them, even if I know them.

So, how do I meet guys? I don’t have friends who will set me up on dates. I don’t meet eligible men through work. And they guys I meet through my hobbies don’t want to date me or are already taken.

I don’t want to be in a #relationship just for the sake of it so I’m not going to latch on to a terrible person just so I’m not alone but I’m so tired of wanting something I seem incapable of getting.

#Rant over.

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@autistics #actuallyautistic #neurodivergent #queer #sociallyanxious #socialanxiety

This #SociallyAnxious, #SociallyAwkward, sober, #shy #introvert is due to attend her work's Xmas party tonight .... Send thoughts and prayers! :blobcatscared: :blobcatpeek:

#introduction. I am 71years old. Been a #hippy, a #wife, a #cook, a #cleaner, #wealthy and #poor. I was a #daughter, a #sister, a #niece an #aunt.. Disowned my #malfunctioningfamily, in my #sixties. Wish I had done it sooner. I am an #Arithmomaniac. I did not know that was a thing. just figured counting to four (of anything) all the time was my thing. I am #agoraphobic, #claustrophobic, #sociallyanxious but this is just #LifeBaggageStuff and I am really #hashy yet #happy.