Papigoe :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
740 followers · 2200 posts · Server mstdn.social
Papigoe :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
738 followers · 2079 posts · Server mstdn.social
Papigoe :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
714 followers · 1795 posts · Server mstdn.social
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
705 followers · 1695 posts · Server mstdn.social

Well I've discontinued my mental health care. Sacked both my therapist (#7) and my psychiatrist (#2). Let the fun begin!

#selfloathing #suicidalideations #ocpd #ptsd #Dysthymia #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent

Last updated 1 year ago

KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
679 followers · 1430 posts · Server mstdn.social

Ah will suffer alongside ye but ye must NEVER count on meh. Ah nae really know how much longer mah monsters will let meh live. Art by Shawn Coss

#selfloathing #ocpd #Dysthymia #suicidalideations #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #mentalhealthawareness

Last updated 1 year ago

KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
666 followers · 1292 posts · Server mstdn.social

I just go awa quietly. Trust meh when I say that ye'll get o'er it quicker than ye think...minutes later.

#suicidalideations #Dysthymia #imverybroken

Last updated 1 year ago

KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
641 followers · 991 posts · Server mstdn.social

I am friendly fur the most part but please keep yer distance. I wilnae hurt ye, but ah fair certain ye wilnae like wut I dae tae mahsel.

#suicidalideations #deathenvy #mdd #selfloathing

Last updated 1 year ago

KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
615 followers · 604 posts · Server mstdn.social

@louche_librarian I suffer frae several mental illnesses. and for over 40 year. Add and severe (Everything is well diagnosed). There are many times that I get this way...I hae nae control over it. My Psychotherapist and Psychiatrist hae me on both a treatment plan and safety plan. 3 attempts, one VERY close tae success (damnit), and ahv lost count of the times ahv been detained fur it lol.

#selfloathing #ptsd #ocpd #dysthemia #suicidalideations #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent

Last updated 1 year ago

KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
615 followers · 604 posts · Server mstdn.social

I've never known or lasting . What passes for that in my brain is distraction, amusement, and at best a lack of impact...neutral. Before you call me or dramatic, I hae a very broke brain and suffer several mental illnesses. Anyone else oot there like me? I fucking hope nae. , , , .

#youcannothelp #iamverybroken #severeselfloathig #suicidalideations #ocpd #ptsd #Dysthymia #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #mentalhealth #emo #happiness #joy

Last updated 1 year ago

KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
610 followers · 539 posts · Server mstdn.social

I think I finally got it thru mah heid that my and extreme innae gaen anywhere, hence untreatable. I want tae attempt tae enjoy life whatever that means, but I will always want suicide as an option. I think she finally gets it. ,

#youshouldreallyrun #iamverybroken #neurodivergent #ptsd #ocpd #Dysthymia #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #selfhatred #suicidalideations #psychiatrist

Last updated 1 year ago

KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
607 followers · 465 posts · Server mstdn.social

FUCK...Ah miss Layne Staley so much. Ah miss Mike Starr, Chris Cornell, and Kurt Cobain. When the tide, hour, and moon is right, ahl come a'lookin fur ye. All artwork by Shawn Coss

#letmego #iamverybroken #suicidalideations #ocpd #dyshymia #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent

Last updated 1 year ago

KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
607 followers · 465 posts · Server mstdn.social
KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
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KiltedQueer :trans_heart: · @KiltedQueer
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KiltedQueer :verified_trans: · @KiltedQueer
481 followers · 1217 posts · Server mstdn.party

I suffer frae Catastrophisation and this is what it looks and feels like. Art by Shawn Coss

#majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #suicidalideations #dysthymia

Last updated 2 years ago

KiltedQueer :verified_trans: · @KiltedQueer
466 followers · 1532 posts · Server mstdn.party

Absolutely neutral mood tae moderate suicidal thoughts. in approximately 2 minutes. NAE TRIGGER, it just happens that way sometime. #988

#majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #suicidalideations #iamverybroken

Last updated 2 years ago

KiltedQueer :verified_trans: · @KiltedQueer
433 followers · 1742 posts · Server mstdn.party

So last night I had tae call #988 ultimately was removed frae a bridge. Today I feel calm and unperturbed. I fucking HATE how my very broken brain works.

#majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #suicidalideations #iamverybroken

Last updated 2 years ago

KiltedQueer :verified_trans: · @KiltedQueer
432 followers · 1820 posts · Server mstdn.party

22 . I shall be a very well decorated corpse when they fish me oot the water.

#tattoos #majordepressivedisorderrecurrent #suicidalideations #imverybroken

Last updated 2 years ago

KiltedQueer :genderfluid_flag: · @KiltedQueer
359 followers · 2884 posts · Server mstdn.party