🔊 #NowPlaying on KEXP's #DriveTime

Tortured Soul:
🎵 We Like Tequila

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https://open.spotify.com/track/0355Kh4dKR6pxjD9vP9mPJ

https://torturedsoul.bandcamp.com/track/we-like-tequila

🔊 #NowPlaying on #KEXP's #MidnightInAPerfectWorld

Tortured Soul:
🎵 I Might Do Something Wrong (Osunlade Lonely Mix)

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https://open.spotify.com/track/76ZMYgWV3OMWwMl0M0yp42

https://cade-crossing.com/

a Neil Breen film

>Made in the U.S.A

America is back, baby!

#neilbreen #torturedsoul #cinema #comingsoon

You miss 100% of the shots you don’t take. And I missed big time tonight because I didn’t take the shot. I thought about it. And I convinced myself that I couldn’t do it. Every doubt I’ve ever had about myself bubbled to the surface and I couldn’t think of a single reason he’d want to be with me.

Self talk will be your best friend and your worst enemy. Learning which voice to listen to is not easy. Experience and knowledge will help. But sometimes that negative voice will whisper in your brain, and you’ll believe it enough to stop whatever it is you’re doing. Then you hate yourself for listening to that voice and it just reinforces the negativity.

Breaking a cycle like that takes time and energy because you have to internalise all the compliments that people give you when my first reaction is to say, “oh, it was nothing” or “no, I’m not.”

#love #UnrequitedLove #Crush #SelfInflicted #TorturedSoul #SelfTalk

It’s 1:30am and I probably should be going to sleep but, instead, I am journaling about how I get to see the guy I have a crush on over the weekend (in a purely platonic way) and how there’s basically Buckley’s chance that I am going to be able to suck up the courage to tell him how I feel because I’m pretty sure there a snowballs chance in hell of him feeling the same way about me. All I can think of is reasons why it wouldn’t work and why he wouldn’t want me. *sigh*

Apologies to my followers who are just here for the pretty pictures and/or poetry. I am the epitome of the artist with a tortured soul, and it’s all my own doing.

#love #UnrequitedLove #crush #SelfInflicted #TorturedSoul