Something that I never need nor want crashing into me are depression waves.
They just sneak up on you without rhyme, reason, or permission.

#VentingIntoTheVoid #Depression

I've been having chest pains and trouble breathing since I got #LongCovid about 18 months ago. My granddad had 3 heart attacks, so I'm a bit worried/paranoid...
But I don't think I'll know that I'm having one unless it's a biggie 🫤🫠

#VentingIntoTheVoid

The list of health problems from #LongCovid grows.
It's a fvcking nightmare.
Eat more than a couple bites of food, overheat/sweat excessively.
Try to stretch, dizziness and fatigue hit.
Take a shower, sweat excessively afterwards & fatigue for 1 to 2 days.
Random chest pain, shortness of breath, hearing problems, memory issues, UGH!

#NeedResearchAndTreatmentsForLongCovid
#LongCovidNightmare #VentingIntoTheVoid #BitchTootin #LongCovidDisability

I'm tired. ✌️👋🥱😴🛌☠️

The tides don't work anymore.

It's just an endless set of fatigue, pain, and depression waves.

#photography #monochrome #Cyan #BlackAndWhitePhotography
#PacificOcean #MontereyBay #PacificGrove
#depression #chronicpain #cfsme #LongCovid
#VentingIntoTheVoid

Playing DBD and this killer tunneled me so hard.
If you want to tunnel so badly, go play fuckin minecraft.
#deadbydaylight #dbd #rant #venting #ventingintothevoid

How is it that, in this day of same day delivery of online orders, it still takes 10 DAYS to load your Clipper Card online?!?! #VentingIntoTheVoid

I hate it when streamers/influencers virtue signal. Particularly through something they deem "controversial" or a hot button topic. All you are really doing is making yourself look goofy, you just feel smart. Cause people listen. Maybe I'm jealous? 🤔 #random #ventingintothevoid #virtuesignaling #twitch

Went to my kid's performance. It's a school recital with 16 acts. And i get it, it's a big game day (RIP Niners) but don't get up and leave after your kids perform. It's annoying to the audience and throws off the vibe to everyone.

#theaterlife #theatermom #VentingIntoTheVoid

#SilentSunday #serenity #Sunset #SunsetPhotography #NaturePhotography #nature #Landscape #photography #LandscapePhotography

#SupportDisabledArtists #DisabledArtist #cfs #chronicpain #fibromyalgia
#Depression #VentingIntoTheVoid

#BlueMonday #ChronicPain #ChronicFatigue #ChronicIllness
#VentingIntoTheVoid
Gawd awful day 14/15 pain 15/15 fatigue and exhaustion...
I only laughed once. #LaughingThroughThePain 🫤🤕
#MyArtNotAI #MyArt #MyPhoto #MastoArt #Disabled #DisabledArtist
#Photography #DisabledPhotographer #ArtistsOnMastodon #Depression

Fibromyalgia or long Covid plus my nerve damaged neck & back has been crushing me since February.
I don't know if it's ever going to get better. Never ending nightmare. Depression tide rolling in. Time for meds & hopefully a nap until my body or medical science kicks this illness's ass. 😮‍💨😑

#VentingIntoTheVoid

Picking a #Medicare plan is a pain in the ass.
Redundant menus, math, hmo vs ppo vs I don't know & why the hell is it this expensive?!
Did I mention math? 🤬
Trying to figure out the best option with potentially giant numbers of deductible costs doom, staring at you, is pretty fucking daunting.

#VentingIntoTheVoid ™️©️🙃

I blame the #BrainFog because it's really there, especially on days like this, when my #fatigue #cfs is on high. So tired, so annoyed, so frustrated. Grinch mode...hate hate hate.
#VentingIntoTheVoid

#VentingIntoTheVoid
I put a new shower head in yesterday and then took a nice long shower.
That's it.
Today I'm paying for it with extra pain & fatigue.
Don't think I'll ever know if this was caused by Covid or something else.
I just want a breakthrough.
This endless #ChronicPain & #ChronicFatigue double whammy is worse than the 20+ years of being #disabled that preceded it.

The only thing on my calendar now is doctors appointments. 😒
I wish I could get over the chronic fatigue and at least some of the pain.
I want to go do things outside. But I can't move much, on most days now.
It's been about 10 months with this new condition and no end in sight.
I was already broken enough with my back and neck problems x 22 years, but now, JFC it's so much worse.
#VentingIntoTheVoid ™️©️🙃
#fibromyalgia #cfs #chronicpain #chronicfatigue #nervepain
#BackProblems #depression
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